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Jesse stared lovingly at the baby boy in his hands, Jake. He was a week old and already had everyone wrapped around his little finger. The baby clutched Jesses pinky finger with his tiny hand.
“Smart, making Jesse practise with my baby before this one comes along,” Ryan said, gesturing towards my stomach. Jake started crying and his mum, Crystal hurried in the room.
“Crys, relax,” Ryan soothed Crystal. Crystal was still getting used to being a mother, I mean her baby was only a week. Ryan, Jesse and I all had no idea what we were doing so we were of little to no help.
“C'mon, Andi, we should get going,” Jesse said. We said our goodbyes and walked out of Ryan and Crystals house. Ryan and Crystal got married two year ago and those two are so in love. When Crystal told Ryan she was pregnant, for the next week, Ryan went around telling everyone and anyone that his wife was pregnant, even strangers.
Jesse and I walked to our car which was parked right outside, his hand was in mine and he was playing with my wedding ring. He kissed my cheek before opening the door.
“Ladies first,” Jesse said, grinning. I rolled my eyes, getting in the car. Jesse and I got married when I was 23 and he was 24. That day was magical, everything I had thought it would be. three years later, here we were expecting a baby in a couple of months. My hands went to my stomach as we drove home and I smiled as my baby kicked.
We soon were inside of our house. “I love you,” Jesse said, randomly.
“I love you too,” I told him without any hesitation. The sparks, the fireworks, they never left.
“I can't wait until he is born,” Jesse said rubbing my stomach.
“She is going to be perfect,” I murmured. We had been disagreeing a lot about the gender of our baby and even though we could find out if our baby was a girl or a boy, we decided not to. Speaking about babies, I now have an eight year old sister, Char. We got along real well and my family love Jesse.
“He will be,” Jesse said in a daze. He kissed me, his lips forming into a smile against mine. After our kiss ended, Jesse walked into the kitchen. “You hungry?” he asked. Alec and Drake broke up and now, Alec is with another guy called Liam. Alec and Liam came to visit us a couple of months ago and we still talk.
“Nope,” I replied.
“Nope,” Jesse mocked trying to copy my Australian accent by failing miserably. His accent never got old, I would never get sick of hearing it.
Diana and I spoke once more after the time at the movies and there she confessed she never really liked me. She labeled me as an attention seeker and said I needed help with my problem which made no sense what so ever. Every time I questioned her, she continued telling me how I was an attention seeker and how all my other 'friends' agree. I found out that she had once slept with my boyfriend when we were 16. The whole Diana thing was really hard on me, it was weird to think that this girl who you once shared all your secrets with could be this mean and b/tchy.
Jesse saw that I was in deep thought and kissed me, deeply and passionately. His tongue licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance and I happily gave it to him. After a few moments he pulled away and put his forehead against mine. “Sometimes I'm scared that this is all just a dream,” he told me. “Any regrets?” he asked.
“None,” I replied. “If I had the choice to go back and change everything, I wouldn't.” 

The end
"Everytime you smile, I'll smile and everytime you shine, I'll shine for you." - Taylor Swift

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Several minutes later, Jesse and I pulled apart. Both of us were breathless. “I missed you,” I said.
“I missed you too, Andi. Now c'mon, we don't want you to get sick.” We got into a car which I'm assuming Jesse rented.
“So, how long are you here for?” I asked.
“Ryan and I are moving here,” he told me and I felt a burst of happiness.
“No joke?”
“No joke,” he promised. I smiled, happily and Jesse chuckled. We got to Jesses hotel room and I asked Jesse were Ryan was. “He's probably with Crystal,” Jesse wiggled his eyebrows.
“I need to tell you something...” I said. I better get this over and done with before I chicken out.
“What?”
“Iloveyou,” I said quickly.
“I can't understand you,” Jesse teased.
“Yes you can!”
“Please?” Jesse pouted.
“I,” I said slowly. “Love you.” Jesse smiled at me and I almost thought he was going to tell me he didn't love me but he said those words.
“I love you too.” With that, Jesse placed his lips on mine and carried me to his bed. That night, we stayed up just talking. Nothing mattered and I loved that. We joked about things, spoke and laughed. “You are so beautiful,” Jesse said, kissing my temple and started tickling me.
“Stop it!” I giggled.
“Nu-uh! Say 'Jesse is a sexy beast and I love him'.”
“No! I will never!” Jesse only tickled me more.
“Fine!”
“Say it,” Jesse told me, a smile on his lips.
“Jesse is a sexy beast and I love him!” Jesse stopped tickling me and kissed me gently.
“Come on, lets go to bed,” Jesse murmured. “You must be exhausted.” I fell asleep rather quickly, it wasn't exactly hard because I was in Jesse's arms. The next morning I was woken up by Ryan laughing with a girl. That girl was Crystal. When she saw me she wiggled her eyebrows, suggestively. I winked back and she giggled, going out on the balcony with Ryan.
“Jesse,” I said, quietly. “Wake up.” He wouldn't wake up so I kissed him and a few moments later, he kissed me back.
“I could get used to this,” he said.
“Me too,” I told him honestly.
It was weird to think the only reason I was with Jesse right now was because I went on Omegle. 

"N-Nathan," I stuttered.
I felt like the biggest b/tch ever.
Screw that, I was the biggest b/tch ever.
“I am so sorry!”
Nathan pulled me away from Jesse and said, “Sorry? Andi, you have nothing to be sorry. You love him, I wouldn't want to come between you two.”
“I don't lo-”
I love him.
I love Jesse.
The realisation hit me like a ton of bricks, though my new discovery didn't make anything any better. “See,” Nathan said quietly.
“I am really sorry! I didn't mean for this to happen – not like this.”
“Do you want to know the truth, Andi?” I want to say 'no' but I blurted a yes. “I was looking for a reason to break up with you.”
“W-why?” I stammered.
“I knew about Jesse and I knew you still had feelings for him. I would never come first, no matter what.”
“I wasn't using you Nathan! I-I really do like you but in a friends way.”
“Don't worry,” Nathan hugged me. “I think I like you in the only-friends way.”
Why was he being so cool with this?
“You're going to make some girl really happy,” I told him, honestly. I walked back to Jesse with Nathan though him and Diana were in a deep conversation.
“Why can't you just except that for once, a guy is interested in me?” Diana hissed. “I like a guy, you take him! I liked Jesse first.” I frowned at Diana, why was she acting this way?
“Diana, I-I-”
“You what?”
“You're a wh/re, thats what. I don't even know why we're best friends! You're just a lying sl/t.” With that she stalked away, I went to follow her. No matter what, she was my best friend but Nathan stopped me.
“Don't you dare, she's not worth it.” Nathan paused, looking at Jesse and me. “I think I'm going to leave, Jesse can you take her home?” Nathan questioned.
“Yes,” he replied straight away. “Why is your boyfriend leaving?” Jesse asked when Nathan left.
“We're not together anymore,” I murmured.
“Oh.”
“I'll find my own ride, go find your girlfriend.” I walked outside to find it pouring rain but it didn't bother me. I was crying as it hit me. I had just lost my best friend and the guy I loved probably didn't love me.
“Andi!” Jesse called and came in front of me.
“Leave me alone!” I yelled. The rain poured around us and I glared at him. He glared back. “I hate you,” I said through gritted teeth.
“If you hated me you'd leave, Andrea.” I didn't say anything for it was true. “What would you do if I kissed you right now?” he asked.
My head was telling me to tell him that I'll slap him but instead I said, “Kiss you back.”  

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"Andi!" Diana yelled, running towards me. 
“Yeah?” I replied.
“Do you and Nathan want to go on a double date with Jesse and I?”
No.
“When?” I responded.
“Friday night.”
“I think I'm busy,” I lied.
“Oh,” she replied, glumly and I felt bad.
“How 'bout I call Nathan up and see?” She grinned, automatically. Like I said, I called Nathan and he answered after the first ring.
“Hey babe,” he said.
“Hi... Nathan, what do you say about going on a double date?” I questioned.
“That'd be cool, with who?” Ever since graduation, Nathan has not been found of Jesse and the only thing he ever said about him were bad things.
“Jesse and Diana.” Jesse and Diana went on a date a few days ago and since then, they were always together and it killed. It hurt way more then it should.
“No.”
“C'mon... Diana really wants us to go and I would feel so bad if we said no!” I could just imagine Nathan rolling his eyes.
“Fine... I have to go. I'll speak to you later, the boss is calling.” I hanged up the phone and Diana looked at me.
“So?”
“He said yes,” I told her.
“Yah! Jesse is going to be so happy.” Soon Friday came and I was dressed in a pair of black jeans and a green top with a black cross on it. Nathan kept whispering sweet nothings in my ear as we drove to the movies. All week I had been dreading it and now, I just wanted the movies to end. When Nathan and I got to the movies, we spotted Jesse and Diana against one of the walls. Diana's face lit up when she saw us but Jesses darkened.
“Hey!” Diana said.
“Hi,” I smiled. After we said our hellos and bought 4 tickets for Paranormal Activity 4, Nathans phone rang and he went outside to take it and Diana left to go to the bathroom leaving Jesse and I alone.
Alone.
“So...” my voice trailed off.
“So,” Jesse mocked.
“You don't have to be a d/ck,” I told him.
“Why?” Jesse asked, ignoring my statement.
“Why what?” I frowned.
“Why are you dating him?”
“Because- because I like him.”
“Did you ever like me?” Jesse asked with so much vulnerability in his voice.
“Of course!”
“Do you still like me?”
“Of course!” I repeated without thinking.
It just so happened that Nathan arrived back at that moment, hearing what I said. 

 

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"You have to see him!" my friend, Jamie said. "He is so gorgeous, like model gorgeous."
“Where is he?” I questioned, interested to see this guy who was at our graduation. All the girls were talking about him.
“He was with Diana, Kirsty and Crystal before,” she told me as Nathan wrapped his arms around me. Nathan had been my boyfriend for a little over a month and he was amazing.
As guilty as it made me feel, at the back of my mind, Jesse was always there.
Nathan put his lips on mine and it only took me a few moments before I kissed him back. Several seconds later, we broke apart. “You're so beautiful,” he murmured.
“Andi, Andi, there he is!” Jamie exclaimed and I looked to were she was looking and saw him.
Jesse.
I sucked my breath in. “Isn't he hot?” she hissed.
“Y-yeah...” my voice trailed off.
“Hey! Boyfriend here!” Nathan teased.
“Awh, baby! You know you're the only one for me.” He kissed my forehead and held my hand. “Lets go see Diana.” Nathan and I walked hand in hand to Diana and when we arrived, we saw Jesse saying something to Ryan and Crystal.
“Andi! Look, it's Jesse!” Diana cried out.
“You know him?” Nathan whispered into my ear.
“Something along those lines.”
“Jesse, Ryan, you remember Andi, right?” Diana said, putting a hand on Jesses shoulder and I felt a pang of jealousy run through me.
“Yeah, we only saw each other in America,” Ryan said, smiling kindly at me. I looked at Diana and Crystal but they didn't seem to notice that I lied. He gave me a hug. His eyes said different and he whispered in my ear, “You said you wouldn't.” I knew what he meant.
I said I wouldn't break Jesses heart.
“So, Andi, who's this?” Ryan asked, looking at Nathan.
“Nathan,” I replied.
“Her boyfriend,” Nathan quickly said. I ran my hands through his blonde locks but immediately stopped when I saw Jesse. I felt guilty because I felt like I should be next to Jesse not Nathan.
Why was he here?
“So, Jesse, I was wondering if you wanted to go out tomorrow night?”
Jesse replied, through gritted teeth, “Sure.”
“Hey Jesse, come here with me?” I blurted.
“Why don't you ask your boyfriend?” Jesse said, venomously.
“I want to talk with you.” Jesse followed me under a tree and I asked, “Why are you here?”
His reply? “I was just keeping my promise.” 
 

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5 months.
It had bee 5 months since I had seen Andi and I was finally going to get her back. It felt amazing being in Australia because that meant that I was that much closer to Andi. Ryan was with me, he was gaping at the Australian woman with the nice accents but the only girl on my mind was Andi.
What if she had moved on?
We arrived at the hotel we were staying at. Crystal had helped us so we knew which day was the graduation and everything. Andi, of course, had no idea. “Hurry up!” I said to Ryan.
“Calm down, man! We've still got a couple of hours.” Our hotel room was a simple room with two double beds and a bathroom. The nerves were killing me and I couldn't wait until I'd be able to see Andi again.
***
We arrived at the venue in which the graduation would be taking place. Ryan and I took our seats and I couldn't see Andi. The speech's started and soon they were calling the people out.
“Diana Jake,” the principle called and Diana got up, collecting her diploma. Andi was next. “Andrea Jones!” I sucked in a breath as Andi walked onto the stage, a graduation hat on her head and gown over the dress she was probably wearing underneath. She looked beautiful, that was for sure. She collected her diploma and walked back off the stage. Ryan smirked at me and I just shook my head. Soon enough the ceremony finished and I started looking for Andi, Ryan by my side. We found Crystal with Diana and another girl.
“Jesse! Ryan!” Crystal chirped.
“Hey,” Ryan and I replied.
“Oh my gosh, Jesse!” Diana said, flipping her dirty blonde hair.
“Uh... hi.”
“What are you guys doing here?”
“Well, I'm looking for A-” Crystal shot me a look. “A family friend...”
“Who?”
“George Jackobsen,” Crystal said quickly.
“Yeah, so I really should get going. It's nice finally meeting you.” With that I walked off, quickly hoping to run into Andi. Ryan was with Crystal and Diana still so I was alone.
“Hi handsome,” a girl said, biting her lip.
“Hello,” I said, slowly.
“Why haven't I seen you before?”
“I don't know,” I shrugged. “I really have to go to pee... yeah, I need to go to the bathroom so bye!” I quickly walked away from the red head and spotted Andi. I started walking to her as a guy kissed her.
Push him away, I prayed in my mind.
She didn't.
I felt my heart breaking.
Andi was kissing the guy back... like she used to kiss me.
 

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"I missed you guys so much!" I told them, trying to keep the frown from appearing on my face.
“You have got an amazing tan,” Diana said. “Did you see Jesse or Ryan?”
“No,” I lied. It would be easier if I just forgot about the whole trip. The flight back to Sydney was long and got me thinking things that I was trying to avoid.
How long had Jesse had Major Depressive Disorder? Did he still have it?
It made me feel guilty, maybe I could've helped him.
I hated the way we ended, the fight, it just didn't feel right but I knew it was to late. I couldn't do anything to fix it, I didn't deserve him. He was amazing and I was just me.
“Oh, pity! It would've been amazing if you had, I bet Jesse would've been just as hot in real life.”
“Defiantly,” Crystal agreed. I just smiled weakly in response. “What's wrong?” Crystal asked, concerned.
“I'm just really, really tired. I think I'm going to go home.” After saying my goodbyes, I got into my car and drove home, going straight to bed but sleep never consumed me. I just lay in bed, staring at my sealing wondering what Jesse was doing right at that moment. My mind flicked to Rose and for a second, I understood why Jesse was ever with her.
At least she wouldn't break his heart.
Jesse touched the little key charm. “You are the only girl who will ever have the key to my heart, so please don't lose it,” the vulnerability in his voice was clear.
Gosh, I missed him. I looked down at my bracelet and finally, the tears started falling. It hurt, it hurt like hell.
“Jesse,” I whimpered, quietly. I don't know when I fell asleep but all I knew was when I woke up, my head hurt majorly. Looking in the mirror in the morning, I realised how pathetic I was being.
This was my fault and I was acting like Jesse had just gone and got another girl pregnant. Though, the little pride I had left was stopping me from calling Jesse up or something. He wouldn't be able to contact me with a phone, even if he wanted to because my number was different here in Australia. I went to school and everything was chaotic because there was little time until the HSE.
“Andi, hang on!” Crystal called out.
“What's up?” I asked.
“Are you okay?”
“W-what?” I stuttered... did she know?
“You just seem a little off.”
“Oh,” I replied. “I'm just really stressed.” It was surprising how quickly the lie rolled off my tongue and Crystal seemed happy with my answer.
“I'm sure you'll do fine,” she responded.
“Hopefully.” I crossed my fingers and she smiled.
“Okay, c'mon, we have English.” I followed Crystal into English and we spoke until the teacher arrived. For once in my life, I enjoyed going to school because there was no time for me to think, I could never get lost in thoughts and I was always busy and that seemed to be what I needed.
I just needed to forget. 

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I was so angry.
How dare she?
The front door opened and in came Ryan. “What's wrong?” he questioned.
“Why are you here?” I murmured.
“I needed a jacket and plus, I thought you'd be gone by now.”
“We had a fight,” I told him, simply and walked off to my room. He followed me and sat on the edge of my bed. “Just leave me alone,” I grumbled.
“C'mon, tell me what happened.” And I did. I told him how Rose came in and how we started screaming at each other. I told him everything. “Let her cool down and tomorrow morning, go see her.”
“I don't want to see her,” I denied. Ryan gave me a pointed look and I sighed, “She's leaving tomorrow.”
“Go before she leaves.”
Suddenly my anger transformed into regret. I couldn't lose someone like Andi. She completed me. I went for a run which helped me think and then went for a shower. An hour or two later, I went to bed. The next morning, my alarm went off at 8 in the morning and I got up straight away, heading for the hotel. When I got there, I went to the front desk.
“Excuse me,” I said to the blonde lady behind the front desk.
“How can I help you, cutie?” she asked, chewing the gum in her mouth.
“Uh... my girlfriend, she's staying in room 698 and I was wondering if she was still there or if she had left.” It felt nice saying my girlfriend and I hoped that is what she was. My girlfriend.
“The Jones left one hour ago, sweet pie,” the lady told me. Sh/t. I got into my car quickly, trying to get the airport but there was heaps of traffic. By the time I did get to the airport it was half past 9. The plane boards at 10. I ran around the airport, probably looking like a crazy man but I didn't care. I ended up buying a ticket so I could get past security. Though, there was a little problem, whenever I walked in, the machine made a beeping noise.
“Sir, can you please take your shoes off.” I took my shoes off as I was directed and let the man search me.
“Man, I need to go! My girlfriend is in there and I need to get to her,” I panted though the man gave me no sympathy. Finally I got out of that mess but I only had 5 minutes to get there. I ran as fast as I could, reaching the area which was labeled B. I ran to the desk, giving the lady my ticket.
“Sir-”
“Just put the ticket in!” I told her. “Scan it, do whatever! Just let me get into that plane!”
“Uh...”
“Why aren't you doing anything?!”
“Sir... the last call for the plane was called a few minutes ago, you missed the flight.” She said those words that I had been dreading to hear.
You missed the flight.  

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I kissed Jesse, thanking him over and over again. The bracelet is beautiful. 
“Do you want me to put it on you?” he asked and I nodded, handing him the bracelet and he put it on my wrist. I started looking at the charms, wondering if they meant something or not. There was a key, a diploma hat, an airplane, a moon, a little hospital and a laptop. “They all mean something,” he said as if he was reading my mind. “I figured I could add more and more charms as we go.”
“What does this mean?” I point to the laptop.
“We met on the internet,” he told me. “That was the best day in my life, it might've took me a while to realise that but its true,” I blushed. “This one, the moon is because we had our first kiss under the moon,” he told me.
“What about this one?” I asked, pointing at the hospital.
“You agreed to be with me there.”
“The airplane?”
“You're here, I got to meet you,” he told me softly.
“And it's taking me away from you,” I mumbled.
“Hey, hey, c'mon. Today, we're not going to talk about that, just be happy.” I nodded as Jesse touched the little key charm. “You are the only girl who will ever have the key to my heart, so please don't lose it,” the vulnerability in his voice was clear. I put my legs on either side of Jesse and kissed him, wrapping my arms around his neck. Jesse kissed me back without any hesitation and soon we were in a heated make out session.
“Come on,” Jesse said. “I want to take you somewhere.” We got into his car and he drove us somewhere. I soon found that we were at a cemetery.
“Jesse, what are we doing here?” I asked, quietly.
“I want you to meet my family,” he told me. Jesse stood in front of three graves and I stood with him. The first one was his brothers. It said, 'Zach Gray. Age 22. Beloved son, friend and brother'. The next one was his mothers and that said, 'Quinn Gray. Age 45. Beloved wife, mother and daughter.' The one after was his dads and said 'Jack Gray. Age 47. Beloved husband, father and son.' They all had more inscriptions at the bottom.
“Mum, dad, Zach, I want you to meet my girlfriend Andi,” Jesse said. “You would've loved her, she's amazing.” I didn't know what to say but my heart fluttered. Jesse obviously had to have trusted me a lot to have taken me here. We stayed at the cemetery for another hour before leaving and going to a small cafe down the road from Jesses apartment.
“So, what are we going to do after this?” I questioned.
“I would've told you if it wasn't a surprise,” Jesse replied.
“Hey, Jesse?”
“I'm not going to tell you, so don't you dare look at me with those eyes,” he chuckled.
“I was just going to ask about a charm,” I told him.
“Which one?” Jesse asked.
“The diploma hat.”
“Oh, that's me making a promise to you.”
“What promise would that be?”
“I'll be at your graduation, I promise.”

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