it all starts when i wake up in the morning.
i don't want to get up, i just want to lay there forever.
i don't want to go to school and interact with people. its
getting so hard for me just to keep up a normal conversation.
i feel alone, sad, worried, and i feel like im drowning and
everyone else is fine. i feel like no one likes me. i feel
annoying, and awkward, and unfriendly.
i just want there to be a day, where it all starts when i wake up
in the morning wanting to get out of bed and start my day and
feel amazing, and talk to people, and not feel alone.
i want to stop trying to be happy, why cant it just come to me