purpleenurple108

Someone on witty told me and all cutters to get a grip. Really? People these days. You dont know what its like to be a cutter. Its not for attention. You cut the outside to kill the pain in the inside.

What is it about her that everyone loves...why does everyone care about her but no one cares about me?

Im glad your having so much fun without me....

Im not a stranger, no i am yours..with cripled anger and tears that still drip sore, a fragile frame aged with misery but when our eyes meet I know you see, I do not wanna be afraid, i do not wanna die inside just to breath in, im tired of feeling so lone...reliefe exsists i find it when i am cut.

People always tell me I need to stop cutting..but i just dont want too....I deserve this.

"Are you okay?" No, im not okay...you destroyed me. You took what happiness was left in me. I love you. But i cant stay around and just let you tear me apart anymore....I guess i deserve it. I deserve to be destroyed. I dont even deserve to smile. I dont deserve to be loved..I dont deserve to eat...As a matter of fact Im DONE eating. Im just gunna start cutting more and more..

Im taking my life. and no ones gunna stop me...

Dear Diary, No one ever asks me how I am. Truth is im glad they dont. I wouldnt know what to say. Im never happy "or good" im depressed. Alot. i wouldnt say always...but most of the time. People are really wearing on me...Breaking me. I feel like people think im strong. unbreakable. But im not. Im fragile..." Its hard to answer whats wrong? when nothings right."

I love you. God i love you. Will you ever realize that? ever? Will you ever forgive me...will you ever trust me again... I know i hurt you...but that was 6 months ago...Ive been in love with you for three years. I cant let you go, i cant....it doesnt matter how hard i try to forget you or how many names you call me...i just cant get over you :( fml