Hi I'm Lily
and
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Hit me up. Come at me Bro.
If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me
And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Northern Downpour
Panic! at the Disco
To the few people who follow me on witty this is just something that I needed to let out so I would feel better and its about a guy of course. First of all, how does one human being have the mindset and heart to be able to break someone emotionally from the inside out. This person knew I had deep feelings for them but instead of letting me have some time away from them to get over them, they decided it would be a great idea to play me like this…Like I was their toy, or something. They literally had me wrapped around their finger and they just used me. But lets start from the beginning, basically I wanted him for a while. My deep crushes on him would come and go but I’d always have a little bit of feelings for him in the back of my mind and when I finally got him I was so so happy, like unbelievably. Well that “happiness” was immediately wiped off my face when he randomly dumped me because it was too weird for him. I was crushed, I felt like it was all my fault when I really did nothing except not let him in my pants because I’m not what you call “easy”. I mean, we dated for like 2 weeks.. seriously dude? Anyway, the school days kept getting longer and longer as the year was getting shorter. Everyday I had to sit there in classes and watch him flirt with other girls then laugh like I was just fine. That was the worst part. But I was so happy when school was finally out and I could finally use the time away from him to get over him. That didn’t last long… He texted me a few weeks after school was over and we talked every day just like friends would. But then he confessed to me that he still liked me.. at first I put up my guard but then I told him I still liked him too. Bad idea. Sometimes I feel like he planned this because he had nothing els to do and he thought it would be funny to make a fool out of me. Well he succeeded. He used me.. again. He hung out with me and my friends and acted like he was dating me. We kissed we cuddled and I loved every second of it. We hung out a couple times, then the last time we hung out, before he left he said “oh ill text you tomorrow”… and he never did.. haha. He never did. Now guess what? its going to take me 10 times longer for me to get over him and I get to see him flirt with girls on every social networking site I have except for this one. GREAT. Congratulations, you’re a d-bag. Thank you to anyone who actually read this, it means a lot to me.
I can barely control this feeling
Look at the murder in my
eyes
I was never good at
concealing
Violent thoughts have come to
life
Horror will have a deeper
meaning
You are the reason this
began
Even now I can hear you
screaming
There’s only one thing left
to destroy
And I’ll no longer be
paranoid
No more reason to be
annoyed
In a moment you will see my other
side
When I’m
confronted
My demeanor turns from Jekyll into Hyde
Sacrifice By Disturbed