Thank you, and I know that I shouldn't. I just don't know how to stop. It makes me feel better.. not for long, but it helps me. I wouldn't have even started if all of this hadn't happened at the same time.
Try running. Try occupying yourself fully in a hobby. Try throwing things at a wall. All those work and they don't.have the bad side effects of cutting
text him, if he doesn't reply then you have your answer and he doesn't want to try any more. What if he is thinking the same thing as you and doesn't want to be the only one trying? Take the chance so you don't go on thinking "what if?" I hope everything goes well for you.
We knew that we were destined to explode <3