rachwighhhtman

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i have survived
thirteen years of living. :]

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life's too short to take the time to be mature.


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It's hard to grow up in

a world where you

never feel like you're

pretty enough.

i've been single for almost a year.
i'm perfectly fine with that.
why? because boys are stupid.
i just want that perfect boyfriend that you see all the quotes about.
i just want my prince charming,
even my high school sweetheart would be nice.

but we all know that will never happen


 
Things don't always work out as planned and in the midst of confusion, we often wonder how things could ever be right again. But life has a way of working out, sometimes better than we could ever imagine, surpassing all of our dreams and expectations.

i really need some advice..  this is absolutely stupid and crazy but anything positive would be lovely.
 

i can't even begin to comprehend how miserable i am ever since i left cancun.

life was just so perfect there.
everything, everyone. it was amazing. it was paradise.
and now i finally know what it's like to miss something that you'll never have.
i met this guy.. and the thing is, i don't even know his name.
we talked and he is the most amazing, sincere person i have EVER met.
and he beautiful.
every single f●●king day i think about him and his beautiful blue eyes and how he would look at me and only sit in the lobby and admire me.
it's killing me inside and the most pain i've ever felt because i don't even know his name.
i need to. i need to talk to him again.
i need to see his face again.
i need to see how he always wore his hat backwards.. never front wards.
i need to see how kind he was to his little brothers.
he was so cute with kids..
i need to see him again but i never will..





 

this was just a vent to help me get things of my chest but boy, that sure didn't help as much as i thought it would. the only cure is him but i'll never know who he was and that.. i don't even have words to describe my longing for him. i know this sounds crazy but he was perfect. i really do believe in love at first sight now..





i've been trying everything to talk to him again. 
i left saturday and my friend was leaving today so on the plane ride home i had what i thought was a brilliant idea to text her and ask if he was still there to add me on facebook so i could just talk to him one last time but she hasn't messaged me back, so i don't think my 'master plan' worked out..

 
and oh trust me, i've thought of going back the minuted i stepped on the bus to the airport.
i regret not getting his name more than anything in my whole life.
i don't know why i keep checking my phone..
its not like you were gonna text me back anyways

 


when we met, i got really nervous around you.
i still do..
all we would do is wave to each other and blush.
knowing you were two years older than me, i knew
i shouldn't get involved with you.
but i couldn't help it.
you stared at me with your
big hazel eyes and didn't say a word.
you didn't need to..
i fell for you, hard.
we don't go to the same school so its really hard for me to see you.
yeah, we talk.. a lot actually.
i got to know you so well and i really thought we had something special.
you would call me beautiful and tell me good night every night and the first text i would see in the morning would be yours say
"Good Morning Sunshine!<333333"
i told you my dreams and even what i had for breakfast that morning.
you would do the same.
i couldn't get my mind off of you and even got caught texting you in class and my teacher read it in front of everyone..
that sure was
embarassing.. but i didn't care .
i finally get to be at the same school with you next year.. its not like you would notice me though.
but maybe you would.. i don't know.
i don't know about you anymore..
why?
well, you just
stopped texting me. out of no where.
i didn't even get a warning or a good-bye.
you just left, and forgot about me. boy, that sure isn't the case with me.

i could never forget you, and i never will.
i could also never erase a single text from you. after all, that was our only way of talking to each other..
i still get hope every time i see i have one new message. i guess i shouldn't have so high of expectations though, because it never is you.
i just really needed to get my feelings out and its quite alright if you don't want to read this.
i just needed you to know, even though you won't read this.. i hope you find it and see what you've done to me..



i really didn't feel like making this fancy.. sorry. :/
please no jocking, all mine.




 

when im with him
everything just feels right
and for the first time in a while

my smile isn't fake ♥

I'm 15 for a moment. Caught in between 10 and 2 and I'm just dreaming. Counting the ways to
where you are. I'm 22 for a moment. She feels better than ever. And we're on fire. Making our way back from Mars. 15 there's still time for you. Time to buy and time to lose. 15, there's never a wish better than this. When you only got 100 years to live. I'm 33 for a moment. Still the man, but you see I'm a they. A kid on the way. A family on my mind. I'm 45 for a moment. The sea is high. And I'm heading into a crisis. Chasing the years of my life. 15 there's still time for you. Time to buy, Time to lose yourself. Within a morning star. 15 I'm all right with you. 15, there's never a wish better than this. When you only got 100 years to live. Half time goes by. Suddenly you’re wise. Another blink of an eye 67 is gone. The sun is getting high. We're moving on... I'm 99 for a moment.  Dying for just another moment. And I'm just dreaming. Counting the ways to where you are.  15 there's still time for you 22 I feel her too. 33 you’re on your way. Every day's a new day... 15 there's still time for you. Time to buy and time to choose. Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this.

when you only got 100 years to live.