i
really need some advice.. this is absolutely stupid and
crazy but anything positive would be lovely.
i can't even begin to comprehend how miserable i am ever since i left cancun.
life
was just so perfect there.
everything, everyone. it was amazing. it was
paradise.
and now i finally know what it's like to miss something that
you'll never have.
i met this guy.. and the thing is, i don't even know his
name.
we talked and he is the most amazing, sincere person i have EVER
met.
and he beautiful.
every single f●●king day i think about him and his
beautiful blue eyes and how he would look at me and only sit in
the lobby and admire me.
it's killing me inside and the most
pain i've ever felt because i don't even know
his name.
i need to. i need to talk to him again.
i need to see his face again.
i need to see how he always wore his hat backwards.. never front
wards.
i need to see how kind he was to his little brothers.
he was so cute with kids..
i need to see him again but i never will..
this was just a vent to help me get things of my chest but boy, that sure didn't help as much as i thought it would. the only cure is him but i'll never know who he was and that.. i don't even have words to describe my longing for him. i know this sounds crazy but he was perfect. i really do believe in love at first sight now..
when
we met, i got really nervous around you.
i still
do..
all we would do is wave to each
other and blush.
knowing you were two years older than me, i knew
i shouldn't get
involved with you.
but i couldn't help it.
you stared at me with your big hazel eyes
and didn't say a word.
you didn't need to..
i fell for you, hard.
we don't go to the same school so its really hard for me to
see you.
yeah, we talk.. a lot actually.
i got to know you so well and i really thought we had something
special.
you would call me beautiful and tell me good night every night
and the first text i would see in the morning would be yours
say "Good
Morning Sunshine!<333333"
i told you my dreams and even what i
had for breakfast that morning.
you would do the same.
i couldn't get my mind off of you and even got caught texting
you in class and my teacher read it in front of everyone..
that sure was embarassing.. but i didn't care .
i finally get to be at the same school with you next year.. its
not like you would notice me though.
but maybe you would.. i don't know.
i don't know about you anymore..
why?
well, you just stopped texting
me. out of no
where.
i didn't even get a warning or a good-bye.
you just left, and forgot about me. boy, that sure isn't the
case with me.
i could never forget you,
and i never will.
i could also never erase a single
text from you. after all, that was our only way of talking to
each other..
i still get hope every time i see i have one new message. i
guess i shouldn't have so high of expectations though,
because it never is you.
i just really needed to get my feelings out and its quite alright
if you don't want to read this.
i just needed you to know, even though you won't read this..
i hope you find it and see what you've done to
me..
i really didn't feel like
making this fancy.. sorry. :/
please no jocking, all mine.
I'm 15 for a
moment. Caught in between 10 and 2 and I'm just
dreaming. Counting the ways to
where you are. I'm 22 for a moment. She feels better
than ever. And we're on
fire. Making our way back from Mars. 15
there's still time for you. Time to buy and time to
lose. 15, there's never a wish better than
this. When you only got 100 years to live. I'm 33 for a
moment. Still the man, but you see I'm a they. A
kid on the way. A family on my mind. I'm 45 for a
moment. The sea is high. And I'm heading into a
crisis. Chasing the years of my life. 15 there's still
time for you. Time to buy, Time to lose yourself.
Within a morning star. 15 I'm all right with
you. 15, there's never a wish better than
this. When you only got 100 years to live. Half time
goes by. Suddenly you’re
wise. Another blink of an eye 67 is gone. The
sun is getting high. We're moving on... I'm 99
for a moment. Dying for just another moment. And
I'm just dreaming. Counting the ways to where you are.
15 there's still time for you 22 I feel her
too. 33 you’re on your way. Every day's a new
day... 15 there's still time for you. Time to
buy and time to choose. Hey 15, there's never a wish
better than this.