Day Two
write
about seven of my fears
1) Clowns
i've
been afraid of clowns since i opened a chain letter about an
escaped criminal, dressed as a clown, murdering 2 kids and their
babysitter. when ever i see a clown, i start breaking down. its scary. one time,
at a parade,
a clown approached me and i got so scared and started
breaking down (i was 13 at the time.) he gave me a
peice
of candy and told me to relax. as he biked away on his
little clown bike, i chucked the candy at him, and he
fell
off his bike, and was run over by a clown car.
he was fine.
2) snakes-
i don't know exactly what triggered the fear, but i just
am.
one story i have to tell was my first encounter with an
actual
snake. we were hiking in the woods, and a small yellow and
black
snake slithered past me. i screamed so loud, the front office
(which was about a mile away from where we were) drove up to
where
we were to see what all the hub bub was about.
snakes are gross.
3) rejection.
After the first time i decided i was going to ask a guy out,
he rejected me. ever since then, i've been really scared of rejection
after my first couple boyfriends (and one girlfriend)
i've
learned
to handle rejection much better.
4) being alone.
i cant stand to be alone. when i need to use the restroom, i
always
need a friend to come with me. i'm getting better, and starting
to
appreciate the time to myself, but every so often, i start
freaking
out, breaking down, and eventually calling someone because
i'm
convinced a rapist or murderer is behind me.
5) getting dumped.
ever since my first real boyfriend dumped me for another
girl,
ive been
scared of getting dumped. every time i feel like
im
about
to get broken up with, i break it off before they get a
chance.
its really annoying. especially when i still like the
guy/girl
6)birds
birds. i hate them. they are just flying rodents. they are
disgusting
the reason i'm afraid of them is because i was pecked and
beaten in the
head by a bird when i was in 6th grade. it was traumatizing.
ever since then, i've been afraid of almost anything with
wings.
7) rodents
rats are gross. mice are gross. anything of that nature,
gross.
the 7 day challenge
new, fresh, and just for you
7 days of
confessions.
day 1: write
about 1 of your past crushes
day 2: write
about 7 of your fears
day 3: write 3
people you completely trust
day 4: write
what made you laugh most
day 5: write
about what changed your life.
day 6: write
what you would want to change about yourself.
day 7: write
about what you see in yourself.
format credit to redbutterfly_
Alrighty
so.....
I had a
picture on facebook of me and my friends with our animal face
paint at a sleep over... and we hall had some weird stripper-like
outfit on as a joke. I put in the the description that our
sluttyness was a joke and we weren't trying to be
whores.
this girl comes and comments (adressing me)
"put a longer shirt on. no one wants to see that"
i asked "why? its just a joke.... if you have a problem with
it, dont
look at it"
and of course she responds
"its gross"
that got me mad.
my response?
"because i'm comfortable with my body?
because i dont care what a few insecure people care about MY
body? because i was having a fun night with my friends? because
the fact that my shirt shows off my stomach
isnt the
point..? Well alright, if you're not comfortable enough in
YOUR own body, dont go bashing people who
are.
..NMf