rare_innocence

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my name isn't important.
so im not going to tell you.


but if you have to call me something, call me Boo. 


this is my seperate account. i have another account, but im not going to tell you, because then my friends who know my other account, might find out that this is me.


anyway. thats it. thanks.
i really wish i could just give up.
 

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Day Two
write about seven of my fears


1) Clowns
i've been afraid of clowns since i opened a chain letter about an escaped criminal, dressed as a clown, murdering 2 kids and their babysitter. when ever i see a clown, i start breaking down. its scary. one time, at a parade,
a clown approached me and i got so scared and started 
breaking down (i was 13 at the time.) he gave me a peice
of candy and told me to relax. as he biked away on his
little clown bike, i chucked the candy at him, and he fell 
off his bike, and was run over by a clown car.

he was fine.

2) snakes-
i don't know exactly what triggered the fear, but i just am. 
one story i have to tell was my first encounter with an actual
snake. we were hiking in the woods, and a small yellow and black
snake slithered past me. i screamed so loud, the front office
(which was about a mile away from where we were) drove up to where
we were to see what all the hub bub was about.

snakes are gross.

3) rejection.

After the first time i decided i was going to ask a guy out,
he rejected me. ever since then, i've been really scared of rejection
after my first couple boyfriends (and one girlfriend) i've learned
to handle rejection much better.

4) being alone.

i cant stand to be alone. when i need to use the restroom, i always
need a friend to come with me. i'm getting better, and starting to
appreciate the time to myself, but every so often, i start freaking
out, breaking down, and eventually calling someone because i'm 
convinced a rapist or murderer is behind me.

5) getting dumped.

ever since my first real boyfriend dumped me for another girl,
ive been scared of getting dumped. every time i feel like im about 
to get broken up with, i break it off before they get a chance.
its really annoying. especially when i still like the guy/girl

6)birds
birds. i hate them. they are just flying rodents. they are disgusting
the reason i'm afraid of them is because i was pecked and beaten in the 
head by a bird when i was in 6th grade. it was traumatizing.
ever since then, i've been afraid of almost anything with wings.

7) rodents

rats are gross. mice are gross. anything of that nature, gross.


 

the 7 day challenge

 

new, fresh, and just for you

 

 

7 days of confessions.

day 1: write about 1 of your past crushes
day 2: write about 7 of your fears
day 3: write 3 people you completely trust
day 4: write what made you laugh most
day 5: write about what changed your life.
day 6: write what you would want to change about yourself.
day 7: write about what you see in yourself.

format credit to redbutterfly_

 

she doesn't
deserve you.

not the slightest bit.

 

maybe if you started to give a damn,

i would be less obnoxious.

Why can't you just let me be me?
i dont want to wear flowery skirts.
i dont want to wear boring outfits.
i want to be bright and colorful!
i want some black in my wardrobe too.
i want to be able to wear something risky(;
i want to be able to be ME!

Alrighty
  so.....

I had a picture on facebook of me and my friends with our animal face paint at a sleep over... and we hall had some weird stripper-like outfit on as a joke. I put in the the description that our sluttyness was a joke and we weren't trying to be whores.


this girl comes and comments (adressing me)
"put a longer shirt on. no one wants to see that"
i asked "why? its just a joke.... if you have a problem with it, dont look at it"
and of course she responds 
"its gross"
that got me mad.
my response?
 "because i'm comfortable with my body?
because i dont care what a few insecure people care about MY body? because i was having a fun night with my friends? because the fact that my shirt shows off my stomach isnt the point..? Well alright, if you're not comfortable enough in YOUR own body, dont go bashing 
people who are.

..NMf



nmnmmwq 





haven't you people
ever
heard

 of...
closing a 
god damn door?

 
 

you treat me like just another stranger
well its nice to meet you sir  
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way...






 

paramore FTW(:
nmf 

 

this innocence
is brilliant,
it makes you
want to cry.