Seeing you tonight
you were so close
but i couldnt even say hi
i couldnt even say im sorry
i could hardly even look at you
because when i cought the
slitest glimpse of you
i started crying. I miss
how things were when we
first met. hanging out together
at the beach. just being best friends.
you coming and helping work with me.
golf cartin around my farm
and & tigger.
i miss those things so much.
i was so confused when i was with you
but now that we dont talk i am so miserable
your all i think about now
my grades have dropped
i cant concentrate.
i want to be friends again. but how.
how?
im scared that if we would make up
that things would be awkward
and so different.
i just want it to be like it was last summer
fun, crazy, exciting, i was so happy
but look at me now.
im lost. i hope i can start making right desisions.