ratherxxbeexxtaning

schools out summas in
but i cry knowing i wont
see your face every singel
day =[

what happened im never happy i never smile or laugh
im always alone in my room crying and being miserable
my life is falling apart peice by peice and i just wanna
be the gerl i use to be the one whoo always smiled laughed
wasnt mad alawys only cried when i gut a scrapped knee and the one whoo was just h e r s e l f

and when i am all alone noone is online
i just sit there blair the music and sing
along to sad songs that reminded of us and
how things will never bee the same =[

yeah i flirt only to make u jelous
and to see that u made the biggest
mistake in ur life for leavingg me

when i say im over him im not im just slowly trying to
and i wanna break down and cry i dont and just hold the
picture of us in my hannd thinking of old times when we
were together and loved each other x3

i never belived in fairy tales till
i met you because you are
m y happy e n d i n g

she is the gerl that when she wakes
up she runs to thee computer to see
if your on she is the gerl that waits
around all day for ur phone call that
she may not get she is the gerl that
no matter how many times you hert her
she is coming backk for moree

i feel like i lost my best friend
she has turned into someone thatt
she isnt i wish things could gooo
back to being normal but who knows
if that will ever happen!

she crys knowing its over
she smiles knowing thattt
it h a p p e n e d ____x3

cant u see she is spelling it out
for u that she l o v e s but you
areee too blinde too see it anddd
every night she crys and asks why
you b r o k e her heart and sayss
i cant take this abuse soo either
you love her or not dont keep her
waiting cuz every second you dooo
she dies a little more each timee
i n s i d e __________________x33