rawrritsaleeex

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AND FOR ONCE, MY SMILE ISN'T FAKE♥
Well hello there! My name's Alex. I'm fifteen years young with the heart of a six year old. And that will never ever change. I am who I am, take it or leave it! I don’t care what anybody thinks of me, for reeeal. I live somewhere far away on my own little planet. (: I'm 5'2 and three-quarters tall. Well, every day of my life is a new adventure, and I love it. I know how to have fun, The real, creative, original, adventerous, once-in-a-lifetime kind of fun. <3 I only have a few close friends, but i'd rather have that than 4390827 "friends" that I hardly ever talk to. Finding Nemo is my favorite movie, Invader Zim is my favorite show. That will never change. I hardly ever wear makeup or straighten my hair, and it feels great. I love playing on playgrounds, swimming in lakes, and running through sprinklers. OH and coloring. I asked for coloring books for my birthday, and I got them. :D Sunsets fascinate me. Being weird makes life more fun. The littlest things make me the happiest, like cuddling and drinking hot chocolate on the first day of winter. I've learned a LOT these past couple of years, but the main thing i've realized is to never let people get you down. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Gavin, who's also my best friend. We've been dating for over a year, and the times with him have been the best times of my life. <3 I don’t care how old you are, anybody can be in love. I have no idea what I wanna be when I'm older, but I'm okay with that. My biggest fear is losing the people that mean the most to me. But, aside from that, I'm terrified of bugs, and hospitals. I’m the furthest from shy that anybody could ever be, so talk to me! Long story short, I'm a little crazy. (: But I love to meet new people, and make new memories. Even though sometimes, I have a hard time letting go of the old ones. But I’m getting better(: <3 OH AND IF YOU ACTUALLY READ ALL THAT, you're my hero.
WITH YOU, EVERYTHING FEELS RIGHT
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Thwaseit...
   first base: being in the same room. 

   second base: breathing the same air.
   third base: making eye contact.
   home plate: saying hello 


 

Dear body,

                           GET MORE ATTRACTIVE.


Dear personality,

                           GET MORE APPEALING.


Dear legs,

                           GET SMOOTHER.


Dear waist,

                           GET SKINNIER.


Dear face,

                           GET PRETTIER.


Dear self,

                           STOP BEING A FAILURE. 

 




I want to:
 

♥ Take you on a roadtrip.
♥ Make a tent out of sheets with you.
♥ Use an entire disposible camera on pictures of us.
♥ Write cheesy poetry on post-it notes and leave them in places you'll see.
♥ Spend the day in our pajamas watching our favorite movies.
♥ Buy cheap plastic rings and pretend we're married.
♥ Drive around with you, looking at holiday lights around Christmas time. 
♥ Randomly bring you starbucks at work.
♥ Make you hot chocolate and macaroni on a rainy day.
♥ Kiss you by a bonfire under the stars.
♥ Wear your shirt to bed. 
♥ Make you cute presents.
♥ Try to describe our feelings for eachother in interesting ways.
♥ Add to this list together.

 

"I love you" means that I accept you for the person you really are, and that I don't want to change you into someon you're not. It means that I will love you and stand by you always, even in the worst of times. It means I'll love you even when you're in a bad mood, or too tired to do things that I don't want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. "I love you" means that I know your deepest secrets, and will never judge you for them, asking in return only that you won't judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough to not let go. It means that I'll be okay when you're with her. Loving you means standing by you, even when you're ripping my heart appart piece by piece. 
I think Detox Weekend, should be every weekend. Why? Because for once, people aren't favorting these quotes just because the person who made them is "popular". For once, people are READING the quote, not just looking at the pretty formats. For once, this is a REAL place where I can REALLY vent about my problems, without the fear of being judged, and without the false hope that somebody will actually  care. Thank you, Steve. I needed this. I'm sure we all did. 
Finally. Now everybody can know what I'm really like inside, every single day. Dull. Depressing. Boring.
When you take away the bright colors, the fun patterns, the happiness, the smiles, the cover up...
this is who I am. It's kinda sad, really.
And I garuntee, if you knew that before, you wouldn't have even given me a second look. 





I'm tired of being a dissapointment. 

 





Don't cry over the past, it's gone. Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived. Live in the present, and make it beautiful. 




in this world,
we have to take chances.
SOMETIMES THEY'RE WORTH IT
and sometimes they're not. but I'm
telling you right now, you'll never know

UNLESS YOU TRY.