It sucks. Sharing the
guy you're in love with. It's not fair. I was there first.. I
wish I was his one and only. The one he walks to class, the one
he's always with, the one he kisses every second of the day. I
want him to myself. It honestly causes me pain seeing him with
her. I love him more than anything. Everyone tells me to just
drop him if he causes me so much hurt but honestly, i can't. I
don't know where i would be without this kid! He is the only
reason i get up every morning and make my way through the day.
He's the reason for my smiles. He's something special and
obviously meant to be in my life. He's my world. I lose sleep for
him, everyday, just to talk to him. Just to hear his voice. I
love every second I'm with him and every minute we talk. No
matter how many times I see him, I get butterflies. I just wish I
was his only girl. His only love. His only
life.