rbethanym

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Joined: January 20, 2013
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 347181
I had this account (along with bethanyrachel) when I was younger. I used this as a journal for my journey through self-harm and depression. I am here now, a freshman in college, to tell you that there is a person who loves you and who cares for you. Hurting yourself, or killing yourself, is not the answer you are looking for. I promise. 

Reach out to me. I don't get on often, but please. I want you to know someone is here.

A little about me, because who is going to trust someone they don't know anything about?

My name is Rachel. I am almost 19, a freshman at Liberty University in Virginia. I am an interdisciplinary studies major, which is a fancy way of saying I can create a custom major that is perfect for my career path of choice. I am studying American Sign Language, developmental psychology, and family and childhood development. 

My heart is taken, by a Navy Sailor.

I really, really, really, love Jesus.

Quotes by rbethanym

one more cut that goes a little deeper,
one more cut to remove a little pain,
one more cut to show she isnt worth it.

one more cut to end her life.
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suicide
today is not a good day.
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depression
i cant help but smile when i talk to you.
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wittychat
"you promised me youd talk to me before you cut."

i hate breaking promises...
im sorry.
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selfharm
i lack motivation to do anything.
i just want to hide under my covers
and never come out.
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depression
im getting bad again.
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cutter
q: where do you cut and what do you cut with?
a: my legs, below my hip but high enough that my shorts cover them.
i use various things, anything i can get my hand on, really.
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selfharm
q: why havent you killed yourself yet? you deserve to die.
a: this is why i did not want to do a question and answer.
but thank you.
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questionandanswer
q: "who is your witty crush?"
a: i hate you -_-
a: i do have a witty crush. i am not going to list his name because,
well hey he will see it. but he is super cute! (:
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bored
im bored, and this is quite a good day,
so go ask me questions in wity chat
and i will post them with their
answer as a quote ♥♥♥
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yay
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