rbethanym

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Joined: January 20, 2013
Last Seen: 6 years
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I had this account (along with bethanyrachel) when I was younger. I used this as a journal for my journey through self-harm and depression. I am here now, a freshman in college, to tell you that there is a person who loves you and who cares for you. Hurting yourself, or killing yourself, is not the answer you are looking for. I promise. 

Reach out to me. I don't get on often, but please. I want you to know someone is here.

A little about me, because who is going to trust someone they don't know anything about?

My name is Rachel. I am almost 19, a freshman at Liberty University in Virginia. I am an interdisciplinary studies major, which is a fancy way of saying I can create a custom major that is perfect for my career path of choice. I am studying American Sign Language, developmental psychology, and family and childhood development. 

My heart is taken, by a Navy Sailor.

I really, really, really, love Jesus.

rbethanym's Favorite Quotes


I'lbe okay, ithat what you want me to say?
IT'S CALLED BREAKUP CAUSE
...it's broken.
Are they worth it?
The tears, the heartbreak, the blame, the pain, the staying up, the no sleep, the hopeless thoughts, the depression, the fear, the love for failure, the self harm, the regret, the last breath, the numbness, the sucide, the jealously, the maddness, the losing yourself...

NO

But you're worth it. You're worth to be happy and to smile everyday & how could you do that if you let THEM get to you, don't let THEM get to you.❤







Failing is the first step to success.
                                               Crying is the first step to happiness.               And heartbreak is the first step to true love






 

theres gonna be no more crying,
no more
 hurting,no more looking at the
memories,no m
ore heartbreak.
 I'm moving on

it hurts now but its going to be worth it.

 

What is heartbreak?
Heartbreak is lying on the bathroom floor,
Trying your hardest to breathe
While at the same time, wondering why it all went wrong,
And how you're going to get up and pretend like everything is alright,
And trying to figure out what you are going to do about the hole in your chest.
Yeah, that's heartbreak
Why is it everytime I trust someone it always ends up with a heartbreak?
& IF STRENGTH      IS BORN FROM   
heartbreak
                    ♥ then  (mountains) i could move

 


Someone
                             asked,

                              WHY DO YOU LIKE
                              HIM SO MUCH?
      

but before i could reply, my best friend
put her hand over my mouth and said,

                           
                            DON'T EVEN GET
                           
                            HER STARTED.
   ♥




-credit to phenomenal for the format.♥  

Based on psychologic study,
 
a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in
love.

 

When I find out a guy likes me..

A little part of me starts to like him back. Even if I had no feelings for him before.
♥ 
 

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