I had this account (along with bethanyrachel) when I was younger. I used this as a journal for my journey through self-harm and depression. I am here now, a freshman in college, to tell you that there is a person who loves you and who cares for you. Hurting yourself, or killing yourself, is not the answer you are looking for. I promise.
Reach out to me. I don't get on often, but please. I want you to know someone is here.
A little about me, because who is going to trust someone they don't know anything about?
My name is Rachel. I am almost 19, a freshman at Liberty University in Virginia. I am an interdisciplinary studies major, which is a fancy way of saying I can create a custom major that is perfect for my career path of choice. I am studying American Sign Language, developmental psychology, and family and childhood development.
My heart is taken, by a Navy Sailor.
I really, really, really, love Jesus.
rbethanym's Favorite Quotes
I'll be okay, is that what you want me to
say? IT'S CALLED BREAKUP
CAUSE ...it's
broken.
Are they worth
it?
The tears, the heartbreak, the blame, the pain, the staying up,
the no sleep, the hopeless thoughts, the depression, the fear,
the love for failure, the self harm, the regret,
the last breath, the numbness, the sucide, the jealously, the
maddness, the losing yourself...
NO
But you're worth it. You're worth to be happy and to
smile everyday & how could you do that if you let
THEM get to you, don't let
THEM get to you.❤
theres gonna be no morecrying,
no morehurting,no more looking at the memories,no
moreheartbreak. I'm moving
on❤ it hurts now but its going to be worth
it.
What is heartbreak?
Heartbreak is lying on the bathroom floor,
Trying your hardest to breathe
While at the same time, wondering why it all went wrong,
And how you're going to get up and pretend like everything is
alright,
And trying to figure out what you are going to do about the hole
in your chest.
Yeah, that's heartbreak