Status: 2 punk rock 4 u
Joined: November 17, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: August 5
user id: 339021
Location: Chicago
Gender: F
Hi, I'm Izzy and I like bands.

I like to study the effects of drugs (hallucinogens are my favorite).  Most of the time I just kinda feel worthless. I like the smell of paint, chlorine, and gasoline. Tattoos and peircings are super attractive. Super kawaii. I'm obsessed with death yet scared of it at the same time.  No one really understands my weirdness so they all just think I'm on drugs.  Dan Howell, Amazing Phil, and Christian Novelli, All Time Low, and a few other bands are my idols.  I have a crush on Dan Howell and Phil Lester, oops.  My clebrity crushes are Oli Sykes, Jack Barakat, and Alex Gaskarth woooo.

Let's start on a happy note: 
I'll try not to be that depressing, I promise.  Please be my friend I don' have any real ones you internet folk are so much cooler than those real life peasants.  I like to fangirl.  Being in multiple fandoms sucks, especially when your fandoms hate eachother.  I may or may not have Jack Barakat hidden in my closet but please don't open the door and check he's good at escaping.  I've been playing the cello for 6 years.  I can play the ukulele.  I hoard birds, I have 4 of them living in my room (RIP Peep, God rest her little bird soul.)  My two favorite things are bands and drag queens.  They're both fabulooooous.

Music I like more than other humans: All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce the Veil, The Vamps, Blink 182, Nirvana, The Beatles, Falling In Reverse, Mayday Parade, Never Shout Never, The Ready Set, The Gorillaz, The Academy Is..., Green Day, Cute is What We Aim For, Gym Class Heroes, Patrick Stump, The Killers, The Cab, Maroon 5, You Me at Six, Bring Me the Horizon, Escape the Fate, Of Mice and Men, Ghost Town, Suicide Silence (RIP Mitch </3) & more. (I'm the only teenage girl who hates Taylor Swift and One Direction oh my.)

YouTubers I watch
Danisnotonfire, AmazingPhil, TouchTheSkyFilms, KickThePj, JacksGap, CapnDesDes, Connor Franta, Smosh, Jenna Marbles, NigaHiga, OfficialBamf, FunnyZ, Thecomputernerd01, PewDiePie, CutiePieMarzia, and Jeydon Wale.

Now you know me.  Have fun.

(sorry for so many gifs, I just love these people so much)

Quotes by reinventlove

it’s been a long time since we’ve spoken dear

and i can’t help but to think of

how your fingers fit perfectly between mine

or how your hair perfectly hid your face

and that one freckle that was next to your left eye


you never liked your large hands

but i loved how they kept mine warm in the winter

and you hated your haircut

but i thought it made you look beautiful

and you couldn’t stand that one little freckle

but i thought it was perfect


i hated my abused wrists

but you would kiss them every day

and i never liked my haircut either

but you said it was gorgeous

and i always tried to hide that one scar on my right cheek

but you told me it just added to my beauty


we both hated ourselves

and loved each other

and lived for one another

so that’s why when you told be to keep strong for you

that you couldn’t make it anymore

i felt that a part of me died too


Congratulations Troye Sivan on coming out.  
We love you so much and will always support you. 


Is this what you call a family?


I used to live in a world where I couldn’t wait to go to sleep because my dreams were better than my reality.  Everything around me while I was awake was terrifying.  Eventually those fears moved into my dreams, and now I can’t fall asleep at night.  My dreams are haunting and terrifyingly vivid.  Everything I’m scared of has seeped into my dreams and now I’m just scared to live.

the bed

the bed is so warm

with you laying here by my side

and we lay and laugh

and slowly drift to sleep


the bed is lonely

when you spend your nights out

and come home drunk

and sleep on the couch


the bed is chilly

without you laying here next to me

because you stay at her house now

and pretend I don’t know about it


the bed is weary

and you’re not around to care

because we’ve said our goodbyes

and you went on your way


the bed is empty

because I couldn’t bare to sleep

or even live without you

so no one is around to use it anymore



Always remember to tell your idol you love them, because some day they'll be gone and you'll lose your chance. 

RIP Cory Monteith

He wasn't my idol, but he sure was a lot of peoples.  My heart goes out to all of his family, friends, and fans.



Oh what a waist of a perfectly good clean wrist...


You’re a monster,

Nobody wants her.

You make me feel like asdfghjkl;

Everyone says that looks don't matter,
And that it's what's on the inside that counts,

But no one bothers to see the beauty inside
Unless you're beautiful on the outside as well.