I like to study the effects of drugs (hallucinogens are my favorite). Most of the time I just kinda feel worthless. I like the smell of paint, chlorine, and gasoline. Tattoos and peircings are super attractive. Super kawaii. I'm obsessed with death yet scared of it at the same time. No one really understands my weirdness so they all just think I'm on drugs. Dan Howell, Amazing Phil, and Christian Novelli, All Time Low, and a few other bands are my idols. I have a crush on Dan Howell and Phil Lester, oops. My clebrity crushes are Oli Sykes, Jack Barakat, and Alex Gaskarth woooo.
Let's start on a happy note:
I'll try not to be that depressing, I promise. Please be my friend I don' have any real ones you internet folk are so much cooler than those real life peasants. I like to fangirl. Being in multiple fandoms sucks, especially when your fandoms hate eachother. I may or may not have Jack Barakat hidden in my closet but please don't open the door and check he's good at escaping. I've been playing the cello for 6 years. I can play the ukulele. I hoard birds, I have 4 of them living in my room (RIP Peep, God rest her little bird soul.) My two favorite things are bands and drag queens. They're both fabulooooous.
Music I like more than other humans: All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce the Veil, The Vamps, Blink 182, Nirvana, The Beatles, Falling In Reverse, Mayday Parade, Never Shout Never, The Ready Set, The Gorillaz, The Academy Is..., Green Day, Cute is What We Aim For, Gym Class Heroes, Patrick Stump, The Killers, The Cab, Maroon 5, You Me at Six, Bring Me the Horizon, Escape the Fate, Of Mice and Men, Ghost Town, Suicide Silence (RIP Mitch </3) & more. (I'm the only teenage girl who hates Taylor Swift and One Direction oh my.)
I'm not trying to be mean, but if he called you ugly, how could you be a wh 0 re?? See that's what I never get about people when their insulting others... you can't call someone ugly then something like that... doesn't work. It's an oxymoron. Those kind of things only work with so many things... That's not one of them...
I used to be suicidal, but I'm not anymore. Thats part of the reason I used the words "I used to know this girl" because my suicidal side is gone now. I'm back to being me, depressed, but still me.
I think that's the reason they say *commit* suicide. Because you don't just do it, you commit yourself to it. Completely. If you commit suicide, there's nothing you can do to reclaim yourself; you're already gone. It truly is a commitment.
She was being very rude. She obviously has no idea what depression is. If I were you then i wouldnt help her anymore with anything and refuse to talk to her. Stay Strong<3
From what I have gathered, this 'friend' of yours needs a cold, hard slap. The nerve she has to speak of her problems and devalue yours simply proves she has not felt the truth and severity of pain. There is a fine line between sadness and depression. Yes, people do mistake and misinterpret them one way or another. Regardless, that does not make the hurt you feel any less significant.
Enough of her, this is about you. Give yourself a pat on the back and commend your strength and willpower for still standing through the disorders, bullying, untrustworthy people, and whatsoever awful things you have to bear each day. All these are obstacles you will overcome - though not easy, you will someday. Trust yourself, pure soul. Because you are stronger than you believe. There may be many obstacles ahead, but you will overcome them too. You are growing and changing each day, whether for better or worse, you will triumph if you trust yourself.
Do not feel compelled to reply if you do not want to, just let me know you've read this.
she was messed up im here for you if u want to talk ik its hard dealing with depression but u can get better and live a better healthier life ur special jst the way u r
Yeah, I do think she came off really rude. But, honestly, she just probably doesn't know how to deal with something like that. Most people don't. I guess that's why they tend to push it off and make it seem like it's fake. Don't get me wrong, I'm not in any way trying to be on her side. How she reacted was not cool. /: no one really understands anything until they go through it themselves
Please get better friends ok. She is not a real friend at all. I love you (no ) and you are amazing for backing out and staying strong after all these years. Please honey, you are not overreacting. You are not to emotional. Just forget those girls. You are wayyy better then them. Pick your head up before your crown falls princess :)
I think I may make a quote about that hm what do you think
Goodnight xx
Enough of her, this is about you. Give yourself a pat on the back and commend your strength and willpower for still standing through the disorders, bullying, untrustworthy people, and whatsoever awful things you have to bear each day. All these are obstacles you will overcome - though not easy, you will someday. Trust yourself, pure soul. Because you are stronger than you believe. There may be many obstacles ahead, but you will overcome them too. You are growing and changing each day, whether for better or worse, you will triumph if you trust yourself.
Do not feel compelled to reply if you do not want to, just let me know you've read this.
Think on it, keep it with you.