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I remember meeting her at her house, and her driving me to the high school to play field hockey. Two of our other friends met us there, but it didn't matter. It started to rain, and it still didn't matter. I was with her. We played through. Towards the end I hopped on her back, and my friend took our picture. The two of us, in soaked cutoffs, smiling with the sun setting in the background. My lock screen. We said goodbye to our friends and got in the car... Wet, tired, and ready to blaze. Easily the one of the best nights of my life.

You can crash my party anytime.

I remember when there was nothing funny so we'd laugh at nothing

So don't be scared of losing me, cuz I'm always chosing you.

Praying I see her tomorrow, but expecting not to so I don't get my hopes up :(

Being miserable because I miss her and it's not fun for anyone.

The problem I'm having is that I was never in love with her because she loved me. I was never in love with her by choice, and I definitely never second guessed my heart. It just ended up that she loves me too. It just so happens that she can't help the fact she likes me, but she did second guess herself. She has a girlfriend, and I respect that. But if you love me, you have to figure yourself out.

I'm so excited that there's a chance she'll come up to new hampshire I make myself physically sick.

I remember how her eyes glowed, how her hair smelled and how her hand felt on my leg.

Brave people do go far. Because sometimes you have to do things your unsure of, but having courage to risk a mistake is exceptional.