So you want to commit
suicide? (long but worth reading)
Just Remember this-
So you want the pain to all go away? End the tears rolling down
your face, push everyone away from you, just to stop it all, make
it all end? Yes, the pain will end for you, but what about your
loved ones? What about the split moment of when your parents or
siblings walk into your room reminding you that dinner is ready,
but instead they see their dead child in front of their eyes. The
pain you had… Will move onto them. Their world will become
so dark, they will blame themselves. Every. Single. Day. They
will ask themselves, ‘Was it something I did?’ They
will try to think it was all just a nightmare and they are going
to wake up from this dream and you will be alive. They
won’t give up. They will try anything to not accept the
truth. So after killing yourself, and after your parents
discovering your body, what will they have to do next?
Who’s going to call the school saying a student committed
suicide? Who’s going to tell your best friends that you
have taken your own life? Who’s going to arrange the
funeral? Who’s going to have to walk past your room
everyday, and just getting that sudden chill? Just because the
pain shall end for you, does not mean the pain will end for
everyone. People will remember you. People who didn’t even
have a conversation with you, will remember you. People on
Facebook who have never even typed one word to you, will remember
you. Everyone will feel guilty; an entire wave of shame will come
upon them. People will cry. They will start to question their
existence, their life. Your family will break apart; loved ones
can turn on each other. They will feel angry like they should
have done something before you made up your mind. They will start
to direct that anger on the ones closest to them. Is the reason
you want to die really worth it? Do you think that nobody will
care, your death will just quietly slip the town news and
everyone will easily ignore it? Do you think that you will be
single forever and there’s no point for life anymore? Let
me tell you, there is someone, somewhere, right now, who likes
you. Someone who is willing to care for you, love you, and make
you smile. Someone is thinking about you right now. Once
you’re gone you will never really know. You would never
know someone out there had feelings for you. Who’s going to
pick out the song they play at your funeral? Your friends and
family will hear that song, and from that very moment, whenever
they hear that same tune, you will come to their mind. Your
memories, your face, your eyes, your smile, everything.
You’re young. You have so much ahead of you. Yes, at times
life does get hard enough that you just want to crawl up into a
ball and fade away. But you can pull through that, you can pull
through anything. We have all been there, sitting at the end of
our bed, our eyes becoming so tired from the tears with many
thoughts running through your mind. You may feel like the only
solution to fix it all is suicide. It isn’t. Talk to a
responsible adult; get counseling, anything that doesn’t
involve taking your own life. There are so many people that care
for you, even though you cannot see it. There are so many people
that love you, even though they may never say it. You’d
want to be proud and look back at how difficult your life was and
just think how great it will feel when you know that you were
strong enough to get through it. Please, do not pass your pain
onto your loved ones. Suicide is a permanent solution to a
temporary problem. Temporary, meaning you can stand over the
problem. I know it’s not going to be easy, the battle is
hard. You will make mistakes along the road but you recover from
them. Do not run away from it. Do not let people achieve what
they set out to do. If anyone has been hurting you, weather
mentally or physically, stand up for yourself. One way or another
you eventually have to. You don’t deserve to put up with
it, and with a voice, you don’t have to. They are the ones
who are going to end up with karma. Karma SUCKS. If anyone has
sent you hate on anonymous, they will always live with that
guilt. I am proud to say I have never sent anonymous hate and I
never, ever plan to. They will get this squirmy feeling, as
though if somebody knows they’re lying. People who have
nothing better to do with their lives attack innocent people,
& they will end up nowhere. At the end of the day it all
comes down to jealousy. So just smile, walk away and say forget
you. You’re better then anybody who makes you come to this
breaking point of wanting to take your own life. You don’t
even know me, but I love you and so do others. Chin up,
you’re amazing. ♥