rocoloua

I think that reality television is cr.ap. First of all everyone knows the fake dialogs and second the fake drama. Like in KUWTK where every time kim khloe and kourtney speak are like: LITERALLY THATS SOOOO RUDE! But its a good entertaintment anyway.

Its sad to see everywhere pregnant teens and stupid fathers who wont stand by them. I just want to say to stay strong and eventually things will get better. If you have a problem comment bellow. Im here for ya :) 

Had motivation to

study.

       
And it's gone!


Rocoloua <3

                              Ordinary Girl: Prologue





I woke up this morning. I could feel my eyes were wet. You see, I was again crying in my sleep. Must have been a dream I saw, so beautiful that made me cry because I knew that it will never become true or a nightmare. The thing is, I dont remember. I stood up. Using a tissue I cleaned my wet eyes and wore my cozzy slippers. How I loved Sunday mornings. It was 8 am and all I could imagine in my head were birds singing a beautiful song that express that spring was officially here...

   I went downstairs, I didn't bother changing clothes. The day was all mine! My parents and brother were off abroad and I was home alone. Crazy right? I invited Nelly - my obviously best friend - to come over.  So did she. We sat and watched tv and had breakfast but silently like we were on mute. ''What's up with the sad eyes?'' she asked. I played with her cerial. "Not much. I just feel exausted. I'm turning sixteen tomorrow and all I can think is that I don't have a boyfriend. This is so embaracing. I have nothing. I want to show love to everybody but when I do, everyone seems to turn their backs on me! I Hate my life!!!'' She laughed. "Chill drama queen! Ever heard of the quote that when you want something so bad it just doesn't come around? Well I did. So shut up, be happy and eat you cerial.'' 

   I was happy she was my friend. I had a nice life. A good and supporting family, I went to a private school, friends but not BOYfriends. There was this part inside me that knew something must change!

So I decided to make a story :)
No biggie. No faves and stuff. For me! :D

 
Today i locked myself outside my
house.
It's freakin raining!









 

When life gives you lemons, just make a freakin lemonade!! ♥

 

Being  happy , is sometimes the most important   thing in life.

I walked through the door with you, the air was cold,
But something about it felt like home somehow.
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house,
And you still got it in your drawer even now.

Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze.
We're singing in the car, getting lost Upstate.
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place,
And I can picture it after all these days.

And I know it's long gone,
And that magic's not here no more,
And I might be okay,
But I'm not fine at all.

'Cause there we are again on that little town street.
You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me.
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother's telling stories about you on the tee ball team
You tell me about your past, thinking your future was me.

And I know it's long gone
And there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to...

'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night.
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah.

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
And maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well.

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah

'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

                                                                                                 Taylor Swift - All too well