And
isn't it
WEIRD
how
when
you're
FAT
In front of your
face: everyone tells you that you look healthy, nice,
and have beautiful
curves
But behind your
back: people
are repulsed and consider you a disgusting, overeating
lazy slob
And when you're
TOO
skinny
In front of your
face: people
lecture you about starvation, tell you that you look too thin
and gross, and that you should gain weight
But behind your
back: people
think OMG I wish I was that skinny, obsess about food, read
weight loss magazines, count calories, work out, and try to
become THAT
skinny
The worst type of crying
Is when your lips start to
shake
and tears build up quickly and fall
fast.You're bent over or crouched
trying to suck it in and not make any
noise but it hurts too much to hold it
in so you let out a yelp and a cry then
comes the loss of breath which sucks
because not only you're crying out loud
but you think you sound dumb for not
breathing too.
It's just a
mess...
I
have always wanted to be that one
girl
who comes
back to school, completely different and really
beautiful
this year I've decided to make that
happen, of course, with the support of you witty
girls
Feel free to follow my
plan and commment for tips and ideas.
Step 1: Exercise every morning. A
"wake-up" jog for 15-30 minutes.
Step 2: Use Face cleaner to make my skin
smooth and perfect.
Step 3: Grow out hair, pretty long and right
before school get it layered, angled and
styled.
Step 4: Get a flat tummy with a hint of abs.
(Sit-ups, Pull-ups and running.)Step 5: Redo my wardrobe.
Buy some really pretty clothes from places like HCO,
A&F, Delias, & AE.
Step 6: Go to the pool more often and swim
15-50 laps at a time.
Step 7: Learn how to do my makeup perfectly
for my face.
Step 8: Host more sleepovers, parties and
social events at my house.
Step 9: Ideas??? Comment to the right
------------------>> please!!!
Thanks to
all my "witty-girls" who support
me!
My Thoughts During
Gym:
when was the last time i shaved?
my thighs are so fat. never wearing shorts again.
shoelace untied.
can we just play the freaking game already?
last one to be picked! i feel so loved!
BRING IT ON, LOSERS. I WILL DOMINATE YOU.
how is basketball going to help me in life?
ow! that hurt! idiot.
HA!!!!!!! WE WIN!!!!!!!! KARMA!!!!
never mind, i suck at this.
ugh. show off.
shoelace untied. again.
dude, this isn't the olympics.
are we done yet?
running laps is so fun! -_-
well this is boring.