The only reason the pills
didn't work was because I was texting him before I did
it.
I told him I didn't want to tell him what I was doing but I
didn't want to be alone while I left.
His
Response:
" Hell. I love you Alexis. I
need you for you make my heart and life keep running. Please stay
running for me. Please stay safe."
and this morning my best friend, Andrew, and I were
texting.
And he told me " You know, I've never honestly
realized how much I want you until now"
I told him that I had no idea what he could ever see in
me.
He said " I see someone who facinates me with
every move she makes, a girl with the biggest heart, and as Bruno
Mars would say, I'd catch a grenade for you."
Andrew I love you.
But if I was with you, Your
best friends would tear you apart.
For i'm their baby sister.