saidbhfarrely

Hello Witty.My Name is Saidbh I am thirteen and in Love with a boy named Dylan.♥♥Last year I had a rough time.My parents are splitand I have a Step sister but my father isn't with the mother..its a bit confusing.I never really see my Dadand I love that I have witty because I don't feel comfortable talking about this with anyone else.Well last year I went through some heavy depression,I cut my wrist. And was a serious alchohalic.. no exageration(and i was 12 at the time)I got by it though i was strong and my friends helped me big time.thank you friends<3I am here for anyone who might be going through a rough time i know what it feels like to be alone so I wil be here for any advice needed or for anyone who needs a friend about any situation.Were all friends at witty<3 I like to sing and I write my own music, take pictures and I love to draw and write^^ Hense im on witty.I like to do anything that i can express myself by:]
I always regret what i say sometimes i hate my self so much. I over react allot and i hate it I am again one of those girls who is dieing to be perfect have the perfect body the perfect features. My boyfriend hates that i think about what other people think so much but i hate it. My boyfriend is my bestfriend he has been there for me through everything and i love him to pieces. Its strange because im so protective over him i think hes like my dad to me, i feel when he chooses someone over me its like my dad doing it too. I look to my boyfriend for advice i expect him to take care of me to a father figure and that is why i get so jealous and so protective over him. I know what me and boyfriend have is extra special and real he honestly means the world to me.
, Like every other teenager i the world sometimes i just want to die! to lock myself in my room and cry to depressing songs</3 
I have a great life but yet sometimes im extremely depressed, my dad has depression too though, I feel like somethings missing sometimes and witty thanks so much for being here for me. i love you's all<3 
if you read this fair play lol and than you for taking the time ! :]