samileads

Im 19 years old, and I still havent hit 5ft yet.
Im 19 years old, and I still havent finished college yet.
Im 19 years old, and Im still scared to love.
Im 19 years old, and Ive been hurt by boys.
Im 19 years old, and I have no true friends.
Im 19 years old, and I was told Id grow out of it.
Im 19 years old, and I still have depression.
Im 19 years old, and I still feel lonely.
Im 19 years old and I still have anxiety.
Im 19 years old, and I may have all of this, but Im 19 years old and im still me.

He watched you smile he watched you cry,now it's time for your final good bye, he found someone new, all done with you, someone he can tell all his secrets to. You sit and you weep yet you can't get any sleep, pictures of him is all you keep, you sit and remember a time in December ,he says she's cute he says she's fine, tells the whole world "yup she's mine" you try and find a place in time when his smile used to shine just like how it is now when he calls her mine, now you're left alone, all silent in your home, left to ponder and dwell, locked inside this hell. You grab the pen, sign your name, now it will never be the same.gone forever, feeling left to die, slowly silently you whisper goodbye.

I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?

When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

^{either we smoking or
we drinking or
we at each other's throats.} 

My best friend went away for 7 months.
7 months i didnt have anyone to truly tell all my secrets to.
7 months i felt lost.
7 months i missed him.
7 months later and hes still my best friend.
7 months later and we picked up right where we left off.
7 months later and im scared im going to wake up and he wont truly be back.
7 months.

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh, let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime