the day you left me,
i was shocked...
two weeks after,
i still felt the pain...
three months later,
fuck this shit....
i want you back so much. i wish you never made that choice to leave. you left so many people behind. you are not in pain anymore but now we are. people say that the pain will go away but i dont think it ever will. Christmas is coming soon and i'm not looking foward to it. all this means is that im going to be sad. you are up there looking down on all of us, helping us make the right decisions but ughh it sucks not seeing you everyday.
rest in peace
09.08.08
mommy