Because I Said So
Once you have your first love your screwed. You always go back to him, and compare every guy to him. He can hurt you as much as he wants but no matter what, you will always have feelings for him. You know he's bad news and maybe you could do better, but he's the one you want. People tell you to move on, but moving on isn't an option. You get angered and mad but at the end of the day he is still the one you want. Self esteem goes down, the tears run down your cheecks and you feel like there's no other guy for you. Sorry this isn't pretty but then again you shouldn't have to be pretty to be heard.