Hi guys! The name is Sarah I'm 12 going on 13. Yes I take life to seriously sometimes, I over-react, I get through life with sarcasm and faith. I'm a small town girl with nothing really to do other than fantasise and play guitar and ride horses. Thats the way I like it, quiet and shut off to the rest of the world. I am a lover of music and horses and this one dream of mine...
I try my best to laugh and dance like no ones watching me, run around like a 5 year old on crack and just live life as it comes along, but I get jealous, I get mad, I stumble down and fall flat on my face. I may laugh it off, but sometimes it gets just to hard and I do have a little spaz :) I'm a nice person (I hope) I am the kind of girl who would be running around outside in the rain in jeans and a top. I'm insecure and I wonderer about life especially love. Every one says its the best thing, yet its the most painful thing. I hate it when people say I'm to young to understand. I don't feel the need or want to have a boyfriend at this age, I feel like an outsider because of this. I'm definately no ordinary girl :):) target="_blank">dress up</a>
- Peace, Love...
Sarah xx :)
I really need to get this off my chest!
Anyone watch/read Vampire Diaries by L.J Smith? yea, no whatever. Well I'm in love with Damon! I want Damon! All I think about is Damon! Yes his fictional and fictional characters are meant to make us want them and blah blah blah. But my WISH is Damon! I just want him so bad. I LOVE Damon! I try to act like Bonnie McCullough/bennett, and Elena Gilbert. I do good stuff I pray. But I just cant anymore! I know I sound like a whiny little child, but you know what? Im sick of it! I feel so bad and its all I want. I try not to hope or wish for him because in the long run I know I'll be let down. And my Mum is just argh i can't even talk to her. She just yells at me or tells me to stop talking. My dad is always on his computer playing with my brother. I'm all alone here. Can someone please just tell me what to do? Keep holding onto possible a wild imagination? or just let go and do something else? or something completelt off track!? Please help me I'm all alone!