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you don't matter to him.
he doesn't love you, like you love him.
he forgets you exisist some days.
he doesnt spend all his nights thinking about ways to be with
you.
your not in his dreams, like he his in yours.
your not his first thought each morning.
your not the girl he wishes for .
he doesn't love you.
and now its time for you to stop
loving him .
he'll be sorry when he realizes that you were that girl who
would love him most.
but you got to stop sitting around, waiting for him.
because he's not waiting for you
.
he's living his life, sexing it up .
i know its hard.
i know you wish he'd text you first for once.
i know you wish he'd keep your relationship alive,
i know you wish he loved you.
but he doesn't .
so stop running away from the truth, because it won't
leave.
face the truth.
forget about him like he's
forgotton about you.
go find someone who loves you.. just like you liked him.
go find someone who smiles at you for no reason,
who makes sure to text you every morning and every night.
go find that boy who never gets mad at you.
that boy who loves every flaw you have.
go find someone who's actually worth it .
because that dick head you think is perfect, isn't.
all he'll ever do is hurt you.. since that's what
he's been doing since you met him.
i know this hurt you .
because you know this is the truth.
i hate change.
i hate getting so comfortable to
something, and then its gone.
i hate how everyone else is ready to move on, but im not.
its not fair .
i have to deal with the change , weather i like it or not.
and its not like i mean anything to them, to make them stop the
change.
so i have no choice, but to smile , and be happy for them.
i hate it.
i hate how they will move on, without me, and not even care,
when i sit here dieing without them.
things build up so good, and then they just drop ,and drop.
if i could stop the world and be in one place forever i
would.
because i know what will happen next.
no unexpected heartbreaks, no loosing people..
why doesn't anything good last
forever?
she said you were wrong,
i believed you were right,
i ignored what she said,
until i cried about you each night.
she told me you were dirt,
she said all that would happen,
would be me getting hurt.
i ignored her again, and believed in you.
i thought you were the one,
the one who loved me too.
she told me you were a dick,
i ignored her again,
and made you my pick.
i loved you, i really really did,
you were my favourite.
since i was a little kid.
but now yesterday it was proven to me,
that this life, our love,
is the opposite of easy.
i felt the worst pain,
almost felt as if,
i was going insane.
i lost my smile, and my happiness too,
and who woulda known,
it was all because of you.
i shoulda listened to her, she was right all along,
stupid me believed in stupid you,
who was proven to be wrong.