If you really knew me....
if you really knew me
you'd know that I pretend to be peoples friends not because I
think it makes me look popular, but because I know it makes them
feel good to have somebody to talk to. If you really knew
me you'd know that I'm more scared to tell myself the truth
than to tell others, I sometimes admit things to other people
before I realize that what I said is true. If you knew me you'd
know that I'm not comfortable with myself and the way I look,
and i take pictures of myself to make others think i have self
confidence when really I can't bear looking at myself as who I
am, and everyday I tell myself I have to lose weight and I come up
with a plan, but I'm always too afraid to start. If you really
knew me you'd know that I am not a cool popular person, but
really a dork that sits at home on the weekends on facebook doing
all my homework the second I get home from school. If you really
knew me, you'd know that I'm not always who i act like I
am.