scared_scarred

Status: The girl in the picture is WAY too pretty to be me, but she has the color hair I want.
Joined: November 4, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: May 9
user id: 234307
Location: Middle Earth
Gender: F
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"I wish you would see yourself as beautiful as I see you."
I'm a worthless nothing so if you don't want to waste your time,
you might as well leave my page.
I'm the kind of person that will still love you, even if you put me through h*ll.
I'll just apologize a million times, even if it was your fault.
I'm here if you need me.


I'm a cat lover.
I don't talk about my pain because I know everyone has pain, so I don't want to be annoying. I basically keep it in and it eats me up. I don't complement myself because I deserve to die. There is nothing good about me.

I have for the first time found what I can truly love–I have found you. You are my sympathy–my better self–my good angel–I am bound to you with a strong attachment. 
-Jane Eyre <3

Please listen to the song, it's pretty hippy, but hey thats what I like.
I know it may be tiresome and you already have music you'd rather listen to,
but I think you'll find you like it.

Remeber guys I luff you.
(Mr. Darcy)
Disorder Your Score
Major Depression: High
Dysthymia: High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder: Extremely High
Cyclothymia: Very High
Seasonal Affective Disorder: High-Moderate
Postpartum Depression: N/A
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Quotes by scared_scarred


I want to be your favorite.
But I somehow always f*ck things up.

 


 We live on the clasps of death.
Thinking it won't be us,
It won't be us.

Guess what?
I. Am. Not. A. Robot.
Dear ______,
I don't think you'll ever read this, because I don't have the guts to show you it.
I never told you about my crush yet. His name is ___ ______ and I think he's adorable. He's a sophomore, and he's really nice. He seemed to care about my feelings, and we would have a bunch of conversations. Even when he realized I liked him, he didn't treat me any differently. The most confusing thing though? He didn't even treat me badly when he saw the cuts on my wrist and I told him they were my "cat". (Oh by the way, I started cutting my wrist because I felt like an idiot cutting my legs, like I wasn't "doing it right".) There is no way he could believe those cuts were from my cat. But when I told him a week later, that they were from me, he just stopped. He stopped talking to me, saying hi, being nice, or caring about me. Even before, I would get so nervous around him I would shake and start to talk nonsense. That's what I do around people I don't feel good enough for, I shake like crazy, and that's what I do around you. I feel like I don't know how to be a good friend, and at anytime I could screw everything up. I feel so insecure and like I'm going crazy. I feel like I don't know how to be a good friend. If something I do that bothers you, please just tell me. Don't just keep it inside, because then it hurts you. I am ALWAYS here for you. And I don't judge. I will never judge you.
I love you so much.
-scared_scarred
I feel so lonely. I feel like I don't have any friends. I feel SO worthless.
Highlight if you want to read it.
I miss you so much. I'm so sorry Ana_is_me.
I hate myself so much.
The pain doesn't get
easier with time,


It just stops crying out loud because it knows no one cares.

 
Do you know how it
feels to look around and
see no one?

Sure people are next to you, but you can't talk to them and they wouldn't listen because they don't care.
No one cares about me, and if thats the case, maybe I shouldn't care about me either.


Oh girl, this boat is sinking, there's no seat left for me.
And how the sky gets heavy when you are underneath it.
Oh I want to sail away from here.
And God he came down.

Macklemore gets too
much attention for the
wrong song.


He wrote a song called Otherside that's about doing drugs. And it saved my best friend's life. I am so eternally grateful to Macklemore.