I don’t want to be pitied. I don’t want people trying to
“fix” me or trying to “help” me. I want to be left alone.
I want to be understood. And I want to be able to do what I want.
Am I strong enough to overcome self infliction? Am I strong
enough to keep the monsters inside me at bay? No. No, probably
not. But I’ll be damned if I let them stay. So I’ll give up
this time, like I always do.. and let them pass through. Then,
I’ll be okay for a little while. Then, I’ll finally be fine.
Sooner or later, they’ll come back though. They always do..