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Alyssa. 05/11/2013 <3
If I've every truly cared about you,
I'll think about you for the rest of my life.

Quotes by scrappy

i hate my birthday. its always the day i feel like the biggest burden.
why is it so hard for me to cut anymore ?
everytime i try, i cant ever bring myself to do it.
i hold the blade against my skin but it doesnt move.
i used to get such a rush out of it.
it used to take the pain away.
i dont know what changed or why.
but i cant, and i wish i could.
Oh the wonders my mind seeks
I don’t want to be pitied. I don’t want people trying to “fix” me or trying to “help” me. I want to be left alone. I want to be understood. And I want to be able to do what I want. Am I strong enough to overcome self infliction? Am I strong enough to keep the monsters inside me at bay? No. No, probably not. But I’ll be damned if I let them stay. So I’ll give up this time, like I always do.. and let them pass through. Then, I’ll be okay for a little while. Then, I’ll finally be fine. Sooner or later, they’ll come back though. They always do..
It happened so long ago.
Why do I still care ?
Why does it still hurt ?
I just want it to stop.
How many times do I have to think about suicide before I actually do it ?
If you looked at me, you'd never know.
pain of silence doesn't show.
'm here one second, then I'm not.
then I'm sure you all forgot.
This t
ime I think you get the gist
I feel like I really don't even exist.
writing this down, but I don't know why.
one would even bother to try.
I sit
and I think of all that could be.
I didn't feel like I was drowning under the sea.
cry and I lay for hours on end.
ng that soon I might have a friend.
ho actually knows me and how I feel.
But I know that friend could never be real.
I know
how to love and I know how to laugh.
I can
show you, it's my best balancing act.
I prom
ise to fight, and I promise to try.
ntil one day, I'll finally learn how to fly.
I just love it when I can't wait for you to get home so you can eat and go to bed.
It's just an awesome feeling..

I've got a cute face
Chubby waist
Thick legs, in shape
Rump shakin' both ways
Make you do a double take


Set your

heart free.


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