screamoutloud

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Joined: April 24, 2010
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my life?
Mary. 13. single and ready to mingle. jk. im in love with my best friends boyfriend. it's confusing., but regardless., i like kisses on my forehead and tend to dance around my kitchen like a fool. i guess im sort of a cutter. ive done it 3 times now, but idk if that makes it a fact. katy perry and taylor swift are my life. JB is cool too. i can't wait fall in love and get married. catholic, but i don't believe in everything and it annoys me that god never answers my prayers. the wish fairy sucks balls., since my wishes never come true. i need everyone to be happy with what im doing at all times and freak out when they're not. i guess im the sweetest bitch you'll ever meet. oh, and im really fucking pissed at my dad all  the time. i live with my mom, and my dad lives 2.30 hours away. i know that doesn't sound like much, but it is. especially when your mom and dad are always fighting about who drives me places. oh, what a lovely family i have. im somewhat anorexic. i don't really consider myself that  anymore, but i barely eat anything so yeah.

this is my life, deal with it.   
journal:
December 13, 2010. 
well today sucked.  it was the first day i really had to deal with my friend and the guy im in love with's relationship. lovely. i cried 3 times, and had a breakdown 2nd period, went to the bathroom and started scratching my legs. hard. so yeah. today sucked. 

December 16, 2010
things are getting better. i have hope. 

Quotes by screamoutloud

And don't we
all have that 
one person
that we just
wish and want 
to be? 
or maybe,
just maybe
that's only
me. 



This year, it'll be different. 
I wont just turn heads, I'll break necks. 
I won't get straight A's, I'll get A+'s.
I wont get a part, I'll get the lead. 
I won't be the weird girl 
I won't get along with most people, 
I'll get along with everyone.
it's 8th grade and I'm gonna make this year
PERFECT. 





her: it's so big.

me: that's what she said... haha. 

her: that's what who said? 


:) 






every single day, i call and text people to see if they want to hang out.

every single day, everyone either says i'm busy, or they don't answer at all.

i just want everything to end and start my entire life over. 

or move or something. 

i just need a sign of hope. 

someone to call me, that i like and ask me to hang out. 


am i the only one
who wonders if they're the reason?
the reason why someone is crying.
the reason why there is a quote saying i hate you.
the reason someone commited suicide.
the reason why someone cut themselves.
because i just want to say,
I'm sorry if I'm the reason.







   you can tell your friends I'm obsessive and crazy. that's fine, I'll tell mine that your gay. 

that would be a lot easier if you hadn't gone out with a girl right after we broke up.

that would be a lot easier if you hadn't gotten a girl pregnant a week after we broke up.

that would be a lot easier if   


was 
over
 you. 









 

 
how to have 8 names...

YOUR REAL NAME: Mary

GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle) Marizzle

YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) Green Puppy

YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on) Elizabeth Whitman


YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your middle name) Bucel


YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) Pink Water

YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (Parents middle names) Elizabeth John

YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) Black Midnight

Change these names to yours and put this in your Pro

am i the only one who sometimes feels too lazy to sign in, so i look at quotes that i can't favorite and search my name on the search bar? 




Hi, I'm your problems. Have I ever been easy to solve?
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