screamoutloud

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Joined: April 24, 2010
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my life?
Mary. 13. single and ready to mingle. jk. im in love with my best friends boyfriend. it's confusing., but regardless., i like kisses on my forehead and tend to dance around my kitchen like a fool. i guess im sort of a cutter. ive done it 3 times now, but idk if that makes it a fact. katy perry and taylor swift are my life. JB is cool too. i can't wait fall in love and get married. catholic, but i don't believe in everything and it annoys me that god never answers my prayers. the wish fairy sucks balls., since my wishes never come true. i need everyone to be happy with what im doing at all times and freak out when they're not. i guess im the sweetest bitch you'll ever meet. oh, and im really fucking pissed at my dad all  the time. i live with my mom, and my dad lives 2.30 hours away. i know that doesn't sound like much, but it is. especially when your mom and dad are always fighting about who drives me places. oh, what a lovely family i have. im somewhat anorexic. i don't really consider myself that  anymore, but i barely eat anything so yeah.

this is my life, deal with it.   
journal:
December 13, 2010. 
well today sucked.  it was the first day i really had to deal with my friend and the guy im in love with's relationship. lovely. i cried 3 times, and had a breakdown 2nd period, went to the bathroom and started scratching my legs. hard. so yeah. today sucked. 

December 16, 2010
things are getting better. i have hope. 

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 worst person to fall
in love with?

YOUR BEST GUY FRIEND.
& specailly if he doesnt love you back.

 

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house to watch them.


When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.


When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from work, expecting a hug.
 You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
 You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.


When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.


When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.


And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.




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bruised, scratched

& torn apart
that's what you've done



to my poor heart