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my life?
Mary. 13. single and ready to mingle. jk. im in love with my best friends boyfriend. it's confusing., but regardless., i like kisses on my forehead and tend to dance around my kitchen like a fool. i guess im sort of a cutter. ive done it 3 times now, but idk if that makes it a fact. katy perry and taylor swift are my life. JB is cool too. i can't wait fall in love and get married. catholic, but i don't believe in everything and it annoys me that god never answers my prayers. the wish fairy sucks balls., since my wishes never come true. i need everyone to be happy with what im doing at all times and freak out when they're not. i guess im the sweetest bitch you'll ever meet. oh, and im really fucking pissed at my dad all  the time. i live with my mom, and my dad lives 2.30 hours away. i know that doesn't sound like much, but it is. especially when your mom and dad are always fighting about who drives me places. oh, what a lovely family i have. im somewhat anorexic. i don't really consider myself that  anymore, but i barely eat anything so yeah.

this is my life, deal with it.   

journal:
December 13, 2010. 
well today sucked.  it was the first day i really had to deal with my friend and the guy im in love with's relationship. lovely. i cried 3 times, and had a breakdown 2nd period, went to the bathroom and started scratching my legs. hard. so yeah. today sucked. 

December 16, 2010
things are getting better. i have hope. 

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