sdwxox

loving you is like my drug
i can not get enough and
i do not want to stop

i'm addicted and can't stop

but when you let go
im holding onto a real new drug
 

Trent (Story by me)

Everything has been seeming to fall apart, and this is my attempt to fall apart with it. 

"Please God, just let me go," I whisper in a mumble with my head leaning back, and my eyes becoming heavy. My eyes shut, and then it's black.

ive been told time after time again that i cant love someone if i dont love myself but you see whats wrong about that is that i can because i loved you so hard i forgot what i was like to hate myself -s.w

I can never look in the mirror, Not without hating who looks Back in it. 

 

Maybe one day I can learn 
to love who I am.
-s.w

the worst part was loving you
with all the broken pieces of my heart
that you broke.

i feel like I miss you 
more on rainy days than others

those were the days that
i wanted you here most

we kissed, we hugged
but most of all
we loved
-s.w
 

 

they told me i couldn't love you,
or anyone else for that  matter.
because i don't love myself,
but loving you
it made me forget
what hating myself felt like
and oh boy did i love how it felt
     - s.w

and, sometimes letting go is for the best