secretgirlxo13

Status: <I love this boooyy
Joined: November 8, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 235777
Location: A place where it's nine in the afternoon*<3
Hi there! My name's not important, but I'm 15 years old, and blowing out the candles on March 13th. Some say I'm popular, though I refuse to believe it. I have an amazingly sweet boyfriend since May 25, 2012.♥ He's the only one I could ever go to for any problem I have, and I'm so thankful to have him in my life. I'm super insecure about everything about me, and it's hard to accept any compliment that comes my way. It's really hard for me to open up my feelings about anything to anyone, which means that all I do is build it up inside of me, which I know isn't healthy. I have trouble sleeping, and my brain is non-stop. I love music, for it is practically my whole life, carrying me throughout my life. Mayday Parade, All Time Low, Never Shout Never, and so much more. I have such a variety on my iPod, you wouldn't believe. If you're still reading this, I love you. Scratch that, I love everyone, unless you do something harmful to me. That is when I don't like you. But, I believe that everyone should have a chance. So, yeah. That's just a little about me, enjoy!♥
I care about you, no matter who you are. Did you know that? I love you ♥

Quotes by secretgirlxo13

Well, yeah, I'm sorry I'm such a bad person. I'm sorry I'm an idiot. I'm sorry I'm a mess up. I'm sorry I'm stupid. I'm sorry I'm worthless. I'm sorry I'm the biggest f.ck up you've ever met. I'm sorry I'm a b.tch. I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry for hurting you so bad. I'm sorry I'm useless in everyone's life. I'm sorry I'm not dead yet.
I know I've said this all before, but opposites attract
we try and run away, but end up running back.
And all I wanted to, all I wanted to is
lie downand crash, fall down.
I'll wrap my arms around you now
He just held me there while I cried.
I cried my heart out right there
In the middle of a party we were at
He just took me outside so I can cry
He rubbed my back and kissed my forehead 
He made me feel safe for once
I am so thankful to have him in my life

I love you, sweetheart♥
My day? 

My boyfriend is mad at me
My stomach and head have been hurting me
Some boys in my school made pig noises when I passed them in the halls..

Do those boys want me to kill myself? 
You've got my heart
Now, don't go breaking it
I'm trusting you with it
If you break it, please just leave.

I love you
I want you to stay
But, if you plan on
Breaking my heart
Baby, please just go away!

I'm sitting here making sure
That I will be fine
With my heart that contains my soul
It's in your hands, so baby
Please be careful with it
It is very fragile

mq/mf
I feel a slight sting. "Oh, no.." I tell myself. I look down and watch as the blood comes dripping out my body. I sit there for a few moments, just staring at it. I look at the razor, now. This is the same razor that made marks like this a few weeks ago, only those were not on accident. I look down at the blood I crave to make more. "Be strong," I tell myself. I sigh and take a tissue. I put it over the bleeding cut. I watch as the tissue turns from the white, to the lovely shade of red. I want to make more of that shade. It's been weeks since I last did. "I can't do it," I say to myself, "I cannot sink that low again." I put the razor back, and put a bandaid over the cut, replacing the now red tissue. I stare at the tissue now. "You were only an accident," I say to it, "for now.."

-not pretty, just, saying how i overcome it? 
I have the smile, that you see perfectly fine. But, look closer. You'll see the scars I have left. From that razor hitting my wrist and hip, the blood that I have had, trinkle down my skin. You don't see the pain I go through, every single day. Little do you see the failure I have to actually explain my feelings. You don't see everything I go through. So, think before you talk about me..

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And, today, I am going to a lesbian wedding. 
I am proud to say that there's finally some equality here in America
And, I could not be happier for my cousin and her fiance. ♥
 
 
 



So, today,
I was out with my great, great aunt, who's 86 years old and has trouble walking. She really wanted to go to Wendy's for lunch, so I took her. As we were walking in, a young man about 19 years old was holding the door open for us, and I thanked him and carried on. I expected him to go on line to buy some lunch, but I looked and saw him sitting at a table eating about half of his lunch. The fact that this young man got up in the middle of his lunch to help this elderly lady GMH.

 

Today in history class, we were learning about the medieval times, and the knights. My history teacher said, "That's where they get knight in shinning armor, people." I thought in my head, "Yeah, well my knight in shinning armor is an idiot in tin foil"



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