jariley*

Status: still madly, deeply in love
Joined: August 28, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 327958
Location: College
Gender: M
 


Jared Riley's the name.

20 years old, born on the 21st of March.
College Bound-Class of 2017.
Beatles, Billy Joel, and Frank Sinatra.
Basketball and Football's the game.
Quidditch for Gryffindor is how I roll.
Potterhead and Forrest Gump.
Straig
ht Supporter of Gay Rights.

Currently in love with a girl that's gone.
RIP Courtney Elizabeth- 2/6/13



Hello, is this thing on? *tap, tap*

Hey I know it's been awhile with no updates,
so here's what I've been doing the past 'x' months.
I'm okay. Kind of like Hazel Grace Lancaster.
Alive, but dying inside, you know?
College  helps, but only does so much.
I've stop seeing my psychiatrists because he didn't understand.
I'm still in love with Courtney, never have gone on a date since her.
Well, that's it for now, I guess. See y'all later.


Update (3/31/15)
Again it's been awhile, but hey.
Some people got my email and keep asking about my condition.
As much as I appreciate the questions and concern, please stop.
I'm trying to move on and questions  make me doubt myself.
BUT to answer all of your questions;
-I'm okay.
-I'm still in college
-I have not gone on a date since Courtney
-I don't plan on going on one soon
-I need my space

 



 

Quotes by jariley*





Shout-out to War Veterans and Soldiers,
who risk their lives every day.


 
& I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am 





they just don't understand me
 



Today was prom.
I didn't go with anyone because well, I miss Courtney still.
Everything was going good until it was time to announce king and queen.
This moment is still running through my head over and over again.
The teachers went to announce the king and queen.
Then one teacher said a speech...
it was Courtney's favorite teacher, who also survived cancer.
She talked about one student, and I knew right away who it was.
It was Courtney.
After the speech, she announced Courtney and my name.
I didn't know what to do.
I hate to admit, but I was crying.





 
Tomorrow is prom and

I'm not going with the girl I love.♥
 




 




Every morning I look into the mirror,
and think of everything that I've never told you.
Every day I see all the happy couples,
and think that's how we used to be.
Every night I cry myself to sleep,
and think about you in some other place.

damn
i miss you.

 
Reasons I'm alive...
1)I'm too scared to pull the trigger.


I prayed for you in church today
This morning I was deciding on who to pray for. I thought about you wittians. I thought about how much you say life stinks, and nobody cares about you. I prayed for you guys that maybe God can help you seek the light. Maybe that the person you love will tell you or depression won't get the best of you. I prayed for you because I care.

 


My mom always told me to be myself,
but I guess the other kids didn't get the memo.



 
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