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Trying to hold my head up for awhile...lets see how that goes

Suicide's looking pretty dang good right about now

The roller coaster of life is getting old.
The ups and downs get sickening.
It's always down when I need it up,
And only up once in a blue moon.
My rollercoaster is mine alone, bringing pain to my soul.
My pain fills my heart, showing the world the truth.
Though I ride solo, friends try to help.
But help they can never do.
This ride is mine, hopefully over soon.
I'm to my point of exhaustion.

WHY TRY
I really don't know what to do anymore
The future looks dark.
This tunnel goes on forever.
I'm sick of working my butt off and getting absolutely nowhere.
SO WHY TRY?
 

I'm lost 
and there's no where to go