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My Secret?
Im anerexic im only 13. i dont want to tell my friends because im afraid they will judge how i am. I try to eat a lot just so they will leave me a lone. I wish i would have never become this way.. I use to think i was so fat. Now to look at me theres nothing. im so weak i use to be so strong.. I NEED HELP

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My secret?

I think almost none of my friends even care about me anymore. Yea, sure, they talk to me, then they just tune me out. I know some if it isn't intentional but it hurts. I understand I'm very different from almost all of them but I don't think I deserve to be the kid behind the crowd, not in it. No, I'm not the nicest, skinniest, or prettiest person. It's just that I feel i've been alone for such a long time, years. I know they try to bring me into things but it always seems to be like I'm the last resort. I'm not depressed nor am I cutting or not eating. It's just that I think that even if I was trying to kill myself they wouldn't even know...

I want to just leave them a lot, go to the very few people who actually care about me. It's hard though, because they've been such good friends for such a long time. We all changed, and I think I changed in a direction that their afraid of more then appreciate. Thank you for reading this if you did.

I'm a bisexual girl in the ninth grade. I'm inlove with my bestfriend that is a girl and she is in 8th grade. I've been inlove with her for three years and no one knows that i'm bi and she has no idea that i'm feeling this way. I have no idea if i should tell her and risk a friendship or if i should just hold it in?

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My secret?
I have this ex.. and I have a boyfriend. But I don't even like my boyfriend, I like my ex.
I'm afraid to tell my friends cause they judge me too much, and I don't wanna break my boyfriend's heart.
I'm so sorry Robby, I just don't love you. I love Chad.

.. even though Chad likes Jill, my best friend ..

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2 years ago i was  friends with 2 girls, then the year after that we were seperated in classes. me and one girl (jackie) were in one and the other girl(sarah) was by herself. so me and jackie became like best friends andd still hung out with sarah, but not as much since we weren't in the same class. well this year we are all in the same class and  sarah has totally changed (she never liked boys and now all of a sudden she flirts with them 24/7 and is so different around them) and is changing jackie. sarah is replacing me and i hate it. i don't have the same friendship with jackie anymore. they are so annoying together and everything is just better without sarah -_-

I think I'm fat.
I've been bulimic but it didnt help. I felt dirty but i still have the burden of feeling fat, exspecially when all of my friends are tiny as twigs.