Okay. It's official. I am officially never dating or ever giving
them a chance. I don't care about dating or having friends. I just
can't deal with all of it. I'm sorry to all the girls who will
never get the chance to talk to me or know me. But I can't anymore.
Love isnt real in this pathetic mortal soul of mine. So it's better
this way. I'll be alone forever and I'm fine with that.
No matter how much I want you to stay, it's a life
solitude that I must pay. The price of my dreams caused me to be
so unhappy. Guess I'm not meant to be with you now but I will
wait here for you I don't know how...