*Suicidal Fantasy*

Status: ....
Joined: October 21, 2011
Last Seen: 2 years
user id: 229591
Location: Patterns of love....
Gender: M

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take me to your
happily ever after

      Τhe happier you are, the less sleep you require to function in
      everyday life.
      SADNESS increases the urge to sleep more.
       Sometimes you sleep to escape from reality.
      However, sometimes no amount of sleep can cure the tiredness you feel.
There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.
      - Maya Angelou
I realised romanticised you

To the point that,

I wanted you to be my happily ever after

And help me live out my fantasy,

Even when

You became the Prince Charming

Who handed me the poisoned apple

On a silver platter.

You asked me once why I was so afraid of opening myself up to people

Why I constantly restrained myself

And my feelings

And I told you

That once upon a time,

I prised open my ribcage

Willing to let someone in

And yet, people were too busy swatting at the butterflies that had emerged

To notice anything


We fell asleep underneath the same sky,
To the beat of our hearts
                                         In sync,

Miles away,
So damn close,
Yet at the same time 
                                         so damn far away.


Missing you comes in waves
And tonight?
Help me so but

Tonight i'm drowning. 


Watch me grow my own damn wings and take to the air in flight in the face of travesty

Watch me escape the toxic prison of your reality and create my own in and within the clouds

Watch me build my castles in the air with firm foundations beneath them so they may stand proud and tall and shame you all

Watch me repair the damage you inflicted on my mind and soul and break free of the shackles of your standards and expectations

Watch me as I am born again, as I rise up, up, up in the air and decide never, never to come back down again.


If I could be attractive for 1.3 seconds?

Some speak because they have something to say
Others speak because they have to say something.