sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know; it feels like I've been down this road before. so lonely and cold, its like somthing takes over me soon as I go home & close the door. kinda feels like deja vu; I wanna get away from this place I do. but I can't, & I won't. I say I try, but I know thats a lie, cuz i dont; and why ? I just don't know </3