shawtty

" thats what "

~ s h e

 

 

now you are aware that. . 

 you are breathing manualy

you are now aware of the fact your clothes are touching your skin and you can feel it

every time you swallow  , you hear little a little crackle in your ears 

that your nose is constantly in you peripheral vision

you are now aware of the fact that your tongue is unable to find a comfortable place in your mouth

so i heard you like bad boys..

yeahh...

Well , im not trying to impress you or anything , but i took the usb cable from the computer without safely removing it because i like danger (;

 

mom : you cant stay on the internet forever
me : is that a challenge ?

girl :   i'm depressed 



society :   you're just being dramatic



girl :   i   cut   myself



society :   you're  just  trying  to  get

attention

girl commits suicide

society :
we  never  saw  the  signs

everything has

beauty


but not everyone can see

i dont want a serious relationship

im a teenager ; i want someone who i can act like a complete idiot around , that we can spend hours just talking about the most pointless things .      i want someone who makes me laugh and who i can plan stupid things with that'll never happen . because im sick of seeing these movies  with the girll falling in love with the perfect boy.          who wants perfect ?
i want adventure.  i want someone i can tell my secrets to and waste my weekends with and act like were 5 years old again,      
i wanna have fun .