shayluvshimforever

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The names Shayna, & Im a single teen mom to  beautiful, perfect little one year old girl named Lylian .
I couldnt be any happier that she calls me mama everyday of the week.
That little girl is my entire life & I love her more with everyday that goes by.
Well, thats it.

 

Quotes by shayluvshimforever

I miss you

Everyday of every week.
Every minute of every hour.
& Every second of every minute.


I love you
I miss you..

In exactly 3 daays I'll only have 5 months til I can kiss you, hug you & see you again. Its been a long rough path for us. A year ago, I made the biggest mistake of my life, I walked away from you & took our daughter with me. It took me 7 months to come back. I got scared. I got scared because you're sweet. You're funny. You love us, & you know how to treat us. That scared me, Im not really sure why. 3 days before you were coming to visit our daughter, you got locked up.. again. I lost it, I was mad, hurt, upset.. I felt every emotion possile. How could you do that to me? How could you do that to our precious daughter? But those feelings of anger are gone now. Now, I just miss you more then anything. I miss the nights when you held me. I miss cuddling, your huge hugs. Everything Zack.. I just miss you. Lylian misses you. Its nice to get those letters from you, & a phone call every now & then but you're not here with us. We're not even dating.. I mean not yet anyways. Were working on things, but thats the hard part.. working on things with a guy whose locked up. Zack I love you so much, to the moon&back. I know I messed up in the past.. I get that.. but Im sorry & I will do anything for you to forgive me. Theres not a day that goes by that I dont regret what I did. I just wish you were here to read this.. if only. You were my best friend.. but in time I fell in love with you.. completly head over heels in love with you. You're the father of my daughter & even though you're gone.. I know you're going to be an amazing one. We all make mistakes.. I just want you to know though that im not giving up this time. No way. Im sticking by your side through thick&thin...
I love you Zackery Joesph ♥
Always&Forever ;-*
Well I haven't been on here in so long. Ill be posting new pictures of my babygirl very soon here. She turned a year old on January 4th. Its so hard to believe that its been a year since I had my beautiful babygirl. She had an amazing Christmas & an amazing birthday.. now she has more toys then I know what to do with !
I just want to let all of you girls out there that are either expecting, or already have a baby.. that anytime you can talk to me. I know how hard it is right now. Her daddy is sitting in jail til June yet again. I know what its like to srtuggle with everything. But I want you girls to know that Im here for you. Because its not easy, & its upsetting, stressful, frustrating, tiring.. but its well worth it. I promise you, things have to get better eventually! ♥
  -Loooveyou ;*
Well, I havent been on here in forever.. dont really like it anymore.
But I just wanted everyone to know.. My daughter is now 8 1/2 months old & crawling everywhere. Without her Id be nowhere <3 Shes my everything, my perfect little angel :-*
& Shes growing up so fast ):
Ill post new pics soon of her..

& oh I finally got my frist job & Im now starting christmas & bday shopping for my babygirl ♥

More recent pics of my little girl Lylian are up !
Shes getting sooo biiiig!! :D 
I cant believe my princess is already 3&1/2 months <3
Mommy loves you babygiirl :-*

 

Baby pictures up
:D

 "Letting go of you isnt easy, &

moving on is going to be hard.

Unfortunatley I know that
its for

the best
, because were not

the same two people we were

2 years ago, &

were
not in love anymore. "

 


 

 


 If I know what love is;
it is because of
you .


 


notmine.
So ; as of January 4 2012 ..
My little girl Lylian has been born !
She's my pride & joy ! ;*
Momy loves you princess <3

So ; I have not been on in a veeery looong time!
But so everyone knows,
Im now 39 weeks pregnant & my little girl is still bakin in my belly. 
Hopefully soon my princess will be here &
I can hold her in my arms for the first time!

I love you Lylian Rose <3
January 7 2012- Due Date !



Happy New Year Everyone..
Hope everyone stayed safe &
I hope everyone has an amazing year.
2012 babii; bring it on ;*