And so the story
goes like this:
Last summer my sister tried to set us up. Three months of
hanging out; I would say we were friends Maybe I didn't know a lot
about you and we never planned our own get together's, but we were
friends, right? I fell for you fast. Then when my sister left for
school, I tried talking to you over the phone. you talked back, but
you were distant. When school started back, what happened? I really
want to know. It isn't really anyone's fault, but you never
acknowledged me. My freshman year is over, and I wasted it on you.
I still miss you. No we never dated. I should be over you. I mean,
hell, it was only three months. When I feel this strongly for you,
can you not even care? What are you thinking. I need to know. I
have not spoken to you since that last time I tried texting you
during the school year. You won't go away, and no matter how much I
try to hate you, I cannot. I know life is not a fairytale and we
live in a cruel reality. All I am looking for is your answer. The
next time I see you, i want to talk to you. I want to have a
somewhat serious conversation with you. But you are a fifteen year
old boy. Is that even possible? I have imagined all these
situations that could happen when I talk to you. All of them are
okay outcome-wise. In my heart I know that each situation is as
unlikely as the next. Really what probably will happen is you
saying I don't know and leaving it at that. But I have to try to
know, to understand. Now that the idea of talking to you has come
in my head, it isn't leaving until I follow through with it I don't
think. And I don't know it might be good for me. It hasn't been
quite a year, but I cannot get over you. What is my problem? What
should I do?