Meh. First offf.... damn you are so beautiful. I wish I had the guts you had to die your hair those colors. Alll the things you are dealing with right now is something no one should ever have to deal with. You dont have to deal with it alone though. I want you to come talk to me whenever you need it. Come message me on witty, dm me on twitter, if you want i'll give you my number and you can call me. Being suicidal is a scary thing and if I have to be the one that talks you off the edge i will. Stay strong<3
i have manic depression, ocd and a couple of months ago i stopped throwing up after eating... when i was 11 i was in a mental hospital because i attempted suicide because of bullying and permanent sadness. although i have many friends who listen and try to understand me it just doesn't help because they can't feel what i feel and they don't understand why i'm just that sad. i get called attention seeker a lot, though i don't even tell people (only my friends) when i have problems. some people told me to 'just get over it'. nobody ever understood my except my sister Alisa. But last year she died (cancer) and I still can't believe she's really gone...
btw sorry for bad english, i speak german
Alright, I'm not completely familiar with manic depression, but I think it's the same thing as bipolar depression. But you are amazing. The fact that you've gotten through this, throwing up, suicide, all of that, is amazing. You are so strong. Chin up. You've made it this far.
I know how you feel! cutting had always been a part of me, sadly.. but everytime I do it again, all my friends & boyfriend get mad at me ):
but please try to stop, it's the best you can do
further seems forever - so cold
abandon all ships - take one last breath
sleeping with sirens - all my heart
of mice and men - this one's for you
abandon all ships - guardian angel
between the trees - to write love on her arms
forever alone austria (europe) lol
btw sorry for bad english, i speak german
but please try to stop, it's the best you can do
abandon all ships - take one last breath
sleeping with sirens - all my heart
of mice and men - this one's for you
abandon all ships - guardian angel
between the trees - to write love on her arms