sheyanna_dawn

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I'm the biggest loser, with the biggest smile. I'm a normal girl , living my life . with a broken heart , and alot of uselss dreams .. I've learned how to smile. My life isn't perfect, but it's pretty perfect to me. God has truly blessed me with all I could ever ask for, and there is no way I would trade any of what I've been through a lot to get here. It was all an experience I needed to become who I am now. God put me where he did for a reason. I'm not sure where that is… yet. I got a pretty good idea what I'm gonna do with my life. I love family, and chosen amount of friends. For every person who's made me how i am today, thank you. Some of you were positive impacts, and some of you were negative. But thank you, for the negative times, because you've made me realize that I'm worth more. I don't hate, if you hate me I'll love you in return. Its the way I am. I won't let you bring me down. I'm a total sweetheart, and my heart is bigger than most. I'll do whatever I can to make anyone smile. I'm still discovering a lot about myself, but I am who I am. I won't change that for anyone. I love my life and everyone in it! My name would be Sheyanna. I adore rainy days and thunderstorms. Quotes, and photography help me to escape reality. My best friends are more like sisters. College football is my favorite sport to watch-- my favorite team being the Alabama Crimson Tide! I am who I am. I won't change that for anyone. I'm 14. I walk the halls of Homewood High School.

















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Enchanted.
Chapter 4.



Cody and Justin took me out to a restaurant, which I had no idea what the name of it was, but the food was good. The conversation started out awkward. Not knowing either of them very well made me nervous. They were two of the biggest superstars, and my two top inspirations. It was my opportunity to finally get to thank them for everything. And I was chickening out. I was quite a shy girl… so I understood why I wasn’t talking, but I hated myself for it. I was going to regret not saying anything. “So, I would just like to thank both of you, from the bottom of my hearts for being you. For um, just singing and sharing your stories with the world! You two are what made me keep singing, when no one supported me, I turned to you guys, even though you didn’t know it, you helped get me through a lot,” I said, taking another sip of my diet coke. “Not a problem, Lilly!” Cody said. “Yeah, Lilly, I’m so glad you told me that, stories like yours keep me going as well,” Justin added. “Well, I’m glad I got a chance to thank you two,” I said. “I’m glad I got a chance to meet you,” Cody said, starring straight into my eyes. I nearly lost my breath. His eyes were so… dare I say it, dreamy! Like the rare color of aqua, I could get lost in them if I looked too much longer. “So, what do you want to do today?” Justin asked. I couldn’t believe I was getting to spend the day with Justin and Cody too if he was coming along. What girl in the world wouldn’t want to be me right now? I laughed at that. “We could go to the beach?” Cody suggested. “I don’t have a bathing suit,” I said, sadly… wishing I had brought one. “Don’t worry, you can borrow one of my sisters, we can make a stop at my house for a few minutes,” Cody said. “Uh, bro, I don’t have one either,” Justin said. “I would say you could borrow one, but I think you’d be a different size, isn’t there anywhere you could get one? We could even go buy on at that shop,” Cody said pointing to a small surf store across the road from the restaurant. It sounded like Cody really wanted to go to the beach! But I had no objection. I mean, beach equals bathing suits, guys in bathing suits or trunks equals shirtless. And to see Cody and Justin shirtless would be quite a sight, even though it would probably be the last thing I saw, because I’d end up hyperventilating and fainting, but its all good, I laughed to myself. It seemed I was having quite the conversation in my head about this. Have you ever been in a situation where you figure if anyone can read minds, you’d be quite embarrassed? Well this is what I was thinking right now. What If one of them could read my mind? I looked up and no one looked suspicious. I laughed at that silly thought. I was over thinking everything I did. I didn’t dare move an inch in the chair without thinking about it, thinking that maybe on of the guys thought I was uncomfortable, or fan-girling, and left. I had to keep my cool. “Yeah, I guess that could work,” Justin said. We paid for lunch and started walking to Cody’s house. Apparently it was closer than I had thought. We got to the door, it was bigger than my house to tell you that! we walked inside and up the stairs to his room. He told his sister that I was a new friend, which I liked the sound of, and asked her if I could borrow a bathing suit. She agreed and brought me into her room, and Justin followed Cody into his. “So, Lilly is it? How did you meet my brother?” She asked sitting on her bed. “Oh, I was on Ellen today and…” I started. “Oh right! Cody told me he was surprising a fan, is that you?” She looked concerned. “Yup,” “Well, it was extremely nice of him to bring you home!” she laughed. “Yeah, well there was nothing better to do than to go sight seeing today, so Justin and Cody offered to take me around, It was really nice of them,” I agreed. “So you guys are off to the beach now? Mind if I come?” She asked. “Sure, no problem! That’d be awesome,” I agreed. I wasn’t trying to use Alli, I honestly thought it would be fun for her to come along. But if I became friends with her, I could become friends with Cody. So many years of wishing I could just meet him! Now I would get a chance to become friends with him? Alli was two years younger than me, which meant she was my sister’s age. They would actually get along very well, I thought. So that made me one year older than Cody and two years younger than Justin. I had figured this all out before, but I was refreshing my mind. “Ah, you need a swim suit, here pick from these,” She said, pulling out a drawer with tons of bikinis and swim suits. I was about 5 inches and 2 sizes bigger than Alli, considering she was like 12, it was understandable. “Hmm,” She said, and picked out a black and white, polka dot bikini with hot pink strings, and handed it to me. It was a strapless top. “I got this one like 1 week ago, it’s a bit big for me, It should fit you well,” She said, smiling and showed me where the bathroom was to try it on. I waited at the door, because someone was in there. Rushing out, we collided. His bare chest rammed against me. I put my hands out to block myself. I looked up at him. “Oh, sorry…” he started, my hands still resting on his skin. I didn’t say anything. If this had been a movie, you would have said we were having a “moment”.

Enchanted.
Chapter 3.



The show was over; I walked off stage like a deer in headlights. I barely knew what was happening besides the fact that I had just sung in front of the entire country. I couldn’t believe it. I took a picture with the guys who were waiting just off stage. Still in a dream like state, I walked back to the dressing room. “Hey, good job out there,” Justin, said, walking in. I almost had a heart attack. “Oh, thank you so much!” I told him, he sat down on the chair arm. “No problem,” he said coolly. Man did I love his voice. He had a voice that you could listen to for hours on end, and still feel like its new, but it wasn’t new, it was somehow familiar. Like he was someone I had known for years. I guess that’s what listening to interviews and TV shows did to a girl. “So,” I began but he started saying something at the same time, so I let him talk. “How long are you staying in town for?” In town, he meant LA, the place where dreams are made. And now, I could say mine had come true too. “Um, I think for like two weeks, we decided to make this sort of a vacation,” I said, considering it was summer and school was out, I didn’t really have anything better to do. “That’s cool,” he said. I nodded my head. Cody knocked on the door, and Joe followed behind. Good god, I was in a room all alone with Justin and now with Cody and Joe too? What more could a girl ask for. “Hey, I just wanted to congratulate you on your performance,” he said, noticing Justin was here too. “Yeah, you were amazing, hey I got to get going, I have a concert at 5:00. It was nice meeting you,” he said, hugging me and walked out the door. I was completely star struck. Joe just hugged me; I replayed it over and over again in my mind. Joe actually just hugged me. Oh my gosh. I remembered back to the song. “ I was enchanted to meet you…” I was truly enchanted to meet him. I would always remember it. “So, Lilly, do you want to like, go for lunch or something? I could show you around the city? Have you ever been before?” Justin asked, continuing what he was saying before the others came in. “No, I’ve never been before, but sure! I’d love to,” I said, smiling. Butterflies in my stomach. He was just being kind, right? “Oh, and your family could come too if they wanted,” he added. I ran out of the room to find my mom and dad to see if they had other plans for the afternoon. Hopefully. I found my mom talking to Ellen just off the side of the stage. I ran over to her, excused her and myself from the conversation and pulled her aside. “Mom! You’ll never believe what just happened!” I almost yelled. Shaking from excitement. “I know, Lilly! I just watched you sing! I was there, you know!” She laughed. “Noooooooo, after that!” I said. “Okay, what happened after that?” She said, crossing her arms, waiting for a response. “Justin asked me if I wanted to go to lunch with him, and he said he’d show me around LA!” I said smiling. “No way!” She gasped. She was almost as big of a fan as I was. “Yes! I’m not even kidding, he said you guys could come along too, but…” I began. “Its okay, I get it. You two go… I’ll make something up to tell your sister. Just text me where and when you are coming back,” She said. “Thanks mom! I love you!” I yelled behind my shoulder, running back towards the dressing room. I heard whispers from inside; I guess it was Cody and Justin talking. “Hey,” I said, walking back in the room. They both made what looked like was an uncomfortable shift from where they were sitting. Odd. “Oh, hey, what did they say?” Justin asked. “They said I could go, but they had some other plans, so they can’t make it,” I lied. “Oh that’s okay, we’ll have fun together,” I almost passed out at that. Together. As in me, myself and Justin freaking Bieber. It was like my biggest dreams we’re coming true all in one day. I got up, grabbing my bag, almost forgetting that Cody was still sitting there. “Hey, would you guys mind if I tagged along? Got nothing better to do today,” Cody said, looking at me with those light aqua eyes, his pale pink lips turned up in the perfect crooked smile. His light blond hair, swooshed to the side messily, but none of it looked out of place. There was no way I was saying no to that face. “Of course you can,” I told him, smiling. That was that. Justin, Cody and I left the building, not knowing what this adventure would take us on; I thought all my dreams had already come true. But nothing could compare to what happened next. My greatest dreams… and darkest nightmares. It was all happening so fast.

Enchanted.
Chapter 2.



My heartbeat sped up. I had never felt this nervous in my life, being on this show didn’t even compare to what I was experiencing right now. So much passion and love I had for these guys… I started crying. Not that feeling of happiness where you want to cry, I was actually crying. “Bet you didn’t see that coming!” Ellen said.She and the people had called a week ago to discuss what was going to happen and questions she would ask me… but this was a surprise! At least I didn’t know about it. “Are you kidding me?” I gasped, semi hyperventilating. I put my hands over my mouth and ducked my head between my knees. This couldn’t be happening. Oh my gosh, I kept thinking to myself. They came and sat down in the couch beside me. I guess I should have realized there was a giant couch, just big enough for 4 people. I looked up again, Cody wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me in for a side hug. He never took his arm away after. He was touching me, I felt like letting out a loud fan-girl scream. I bit my lip and wiped away a tear, trying not to scream. Justin and Joe sat down beside him. “So, Lilly, did we surprise you?” She asked, with the biggest smile on her face. “Mhm,” I nodded my head, I still didn’t trust myself to talk, I was afraid I would scream. “Well, boys, Lilly’s parents told us you three were her biggest inspirations for singing. Without you, she wouldn’t have put videos up, and none of you would be here right now,” Ellen said. They all told her, and me how blessed they were to have the opportunity to inspire people and how they love performing. One day, that will be me. I thought to myself. I wanted to be the kind of person to inspire people, to teach people like they’ve taught me. It went to commercial and everyone stood up. I guess it was my turn to sing, and perform for everyone. I would have felt better if the three most talented people that I looked up to and loved weren’t standing there watching me, but you know, that’s cool. I laughed at how calm I was now. The commercial was over, and I found myself standing in front of the microphone. I was going to sing Enchanted by Taylor Swift. I had written a few songs of my own, but they weren’t ready to share them with the world. So I didn’t tell anyone about them. I looked behind me, Joe was holding a guitar, Justin on drums and Cody with another guitar, along with the usual back up band for the show. They were really backing ME up? This was officially the best day of my life. I looked over to Trey as the music started, he had the biggest smile on his face, he looked like he should be saying, “that’s my baby sister,” and wiping away a proud tear. I started singing, swaying with the music. Just like I would at any other performance. I found myself owning the stage like Jenna, my music teacher told me to. She was the one who taught me how to perform, not to sing, but to perform to an audience. I owned the stage. “ This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew This night is flawless, don’t you let it go I’m wonderstruck, dancing all alone I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you This is me praying that this was the very first page Not where the story line ends My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon I was enchanted to meet you Please don’t be in love with someone else Please don’t have somebody waiting on you Please don’t be in love with someone else Please don’t have somebody waiting on you….” I looked up, the lights glimmering in my eyes, the crowd standing, applauding… me. They were clapping for me. It was just like any other one of my performances, but this time, it felt real. Like everything had clicked into place. This is where I belonged. This was what I was meant to do.

Enchanted.
Chapter 1.



You know those moments when you’re so nervous you feel like you’re going to barf? Yet, you’re so happy that you start to cry tears of joy? I had experienced few of those in my lifetime… but this moment right now, was definitely one. I had been waiting for this my entire life. It was all I ever wanted. To sing. Singing was my greatest passion and my only talent. My parents didn’t like it… but they always supported me, they always wanted me to be a doctor or lawyer, but that’s not what I had in mind. I always knew this would happen, and when I got the call a few weeks ago, I knew it was fate. I was going to be on the one and only Ellen show. I don’t know why, but it was all I wanted. To be on Ellen was my one dream that I had, it was where I wanted to show my talent. I was sitting back stage with my mom, dad and younger sister and older brother. My sister, Carolina also loved singing, but she was never as good as me. And my brother, Trey, was my biggest fan, he would be front row at every show I did, every play I was in and every school event. He was proud of me. A lady came to the door with a clipboard in hand. She said I was on in 5 minutes. My heart started racing and butterflies were forming in my stomach. I followed her out, I turned back and Trey, gave me thumbs up. My parents both smiling, and my sister sitting with her arms crossed, pouting. She could never be happy for me. I didn’t understand it. The lady brought me to the side of the stage. She said “1 minute”. I couldn’t believe this was about to happen. She started counting down”…5,4,3,2…” Ellen introduced me, and the stage lady gave me a little push so I would move. I looked out at the audience. I was use to performing… but this was live TV. I knew my friends back home were watching… along with thousands, maybe millions of people.* gulp * I walked out and Ellen hugged me, I sat down on the couch opposite her and smiled. “Well, Lilly, its good to finally have you on the show!” She said. “I’m very glad to be here,” “So everyone, this is 15 year old Lilly Baker from New York City, I saw a video of her singing on youtube and just had to get her on the show,” Ellen continued, I couldn’t believe she was saying this about me. It was the greatest day of my life. I would never forget it. A video of my ninth grade talent show started playing on the screen behind me. It was crazy to know she had watched it. I looked around at the people, all smiling and staring at me. Well, they were probably just glad to be in the same room as Ellen. It was crazy for me even! I had always watched her on TV… now being in the same room, beside her, on her show? Surreal. “Thank you so much!” I said, when she was finished. She started again with a bunch more questions, I knew it would almost be over, I didn’t want it to be. I was having the time of my life, I knew this was what I was made for. This is why I was born. To sing, to live this life, the life of interviews, non-stop tours and fans. I could handle it. “So, Lilly, tell us, who do you sing for?” she asked. “Well, I sing to let go of personal feelings, I sing for my family, to prove that this is what I want to do, and I just sing for anyone who will listen. I love it,” I answered. CRAP. Lilly! That was a horrible answer. “Well that’s great. Is there any specific boy that you get your inspiration from?” she asked. I started blushing. YES. “Well, not really,” I laughed. Not anymore at least. Not since I broke up with Drew. He was always my main inspiration for writing, and singing. I guess that doesn’t matter anymore though. “Oh, come on! Who inspires you to write and sing songs?” She asked. There were a few other people I could think of… “Well this is going to sound funny, but I’m a huge fan of…” The audience started to snicker. Ellen moved her eyes to behind me. I quickly turned around and got the wind knocked out of me. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. This was NOT happening. It couldn’t! This was impossible… yet I knew it wasn’t. They were here, standing in front of me. “Oh my gosh,” was all I could think.

You Can't Change the Past Chapter 16



*at the meet and greet*
Vinny:

I handed a poster back to a fan and felt Ashlyn's hand on my shoulder. She flashed me a smile, and then another fangirl with a home-made Mrs. Vinny Castronovo shirt ran up, screaming, "VINNY I LOVE YOU, WILL YOU MARRY ME? YOU'RE SO HOT, AND SEXY, AND I WANT TO--" I cut her off by handing the autograph, and she ran away, screaming. Ashlyn glanced at me, then laughed. "Doesn't it get annoying? All these psycho fan girls?" She asked, signing an autograph. I chuckled. "SI AMIGO!" I replied, and she touched my hair. I saw a girl's jaw drop. "HOLY GRANDNESS THAT GIRL JUST TOUCHED VINNY'S HAIR!!! I WANNA TOUCH VINNY'S HAIR!!!!!!!" She screamed, lunging across the table at me. "Security!" I shouted, jumping back and knocking over my chair. Good times.
Louis:
I handed out more autographs, and Julia stared at the papers over my shoulder. "Wanna sign autographs with me?" I asked, smiling sweetly. She rolled her eyes but took the chair conveniently between Jason and I, and signed her name on them. I saw Jason staring at us, clearly jealous. For once, Julia wasn't interested in Jason at all. She was interested in me. HAHA IN YO FACE WHAT, JASON.
Jason:
I watched as Louis and Julia signed autographs. Together. With their arms around eachother. I roll my eyes and ignore it, but it's hard not to. I hand posters back to fans, and scribble my name without even looking, because I'm too busy staring at them. I knew I was gonna loose her.
*at a question and answers thingy.*
Louis:

I held the mic up to my mouth. "You?" I said, pointing to a girl in a black I Heart ICONic Boyz shirt. "Is that girl your girlfriend?" She asked, and her friends laughed. I motioned to Julia. "Her?" I said, and the girl nodded. Julia laughed. "No, of course not.." I said, smiling. "We're just friends!" She said, smiling cheerily. 'Just friends?' I think bitterly. That's bullshit. We're more than just friends...
*at icon*
Jason:

I shove Louis. "What the hell do you think you're doing all up with my girl, man?" I ask. Louis takes a step away from me. "Whoa, Jason, what--" He starts, but I shove him again, and he hits the wall, sliding down it. Julia pushes me. "Jason, stop! We're just friends!" She cries out. "Just friends? Julia, do you not realize this? Louis LOVES you." I say, pointing at him. "Don't you notice the way he looks at you? How he talks to you? Just the way he treats you?" I ask her, and she takes a painful look at Louis. "I didn't know.." She whispers.

ICONic Boyz Love Story
Part 16

(the next day) Kelleigh's POV;
Carly stayed the night. She'd forgive me soon enough. I was at Vinny's house, as his parents were loading up the truck to go to the airport. Vinny sticks his hands in his pockets awkwardly, stepping towards me. I smile faintly and he pulls me close from my waist and puts his forehead against mine. "I'll miss you," I say, pouting. He chuckles and I smell mint. "Me, too.." I say, kissing him and tugging on his lip again. He bites his lip and grins. I give him a long hug and he gives me a peck. "Ahem," His father says, chuckling. Vinny waves and gets in the car. I step out of the way and they drive down the street. I stop waving and walk home. Now there's Nick...