shimmer

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Joined: April 3, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 355547
Location: Chilling in the fridge (oh, I'm so puntastic)
Gender: F
Yo.

This is my secret account, because too many people from my school know my other one.

On here, I'll just post my thoughts and feelings and stuff.

There's nothing particularly interesting about me, but right now, music is one of the things keeping me going.

That and books.

Yeah.

I love awkward endings.

They're just so endearingly...

Awkward.


:)

Quotes by shimmer



Relapsing is the worst.
Lately, I've been re-thinking my sexual orientation.

I've just found myself wondering about things I know aren't wrong, but I can't tell anyone, even though I know it's okay to not be straight.

My friends and family aren't homophobic or anything but... it's always taking that first step which is the hardest.

I really don't know what to do.

Should I just tell people or keep it to myself until I'm surer?
Six months.

Six f/cking months I lasted without self-harming.

And one little push was all it took for the illusion to shatter.
I have contemplated suicide more times than I care to count.
They all say it's going to get better.
And I know it is.

God, I'm really hoping it is.

The only thing I'm worried about is if I'll be able to make it through until it actually does.