shortbabeyx012

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heey every1 my names alicia and im 13!!!well yea neways if u wanna no stuff about me just i.m. me...

Quotes by shortbabeyx012

Terrible suicide (original..made by me..no stealing)

as i put the knife in the sink i didnt no wht 2 think
as i watched the blood flow down my arm
i rellly didnt mean ne harm
the tears fall down my face
as i think 2 myself how much i hate this place
nothings rite,everythings rong
in a moment ill b gone
im so tired of ppl sayin they care and
then their never there,
secrets,lies,yea im all apart of tht
but it relly gets bad wen you give up,walk away and every1 thinks ur ok
until one night,
u slowly drift away w/ only 4 words 2 say,
this is my suicide
then u wont ever see another day
i may seem like a simple lil girl
but my troubles are pulling me away from my friends and
they dont no if im tellling the whole story from beginning 2 end
but theirs way 2 many secrets and
i dont no y i cant just tell them whts going on
but they wouldnt understand,
no1 seems 2 see my life is jus a terrible suicide

im me if u like it...and plz dont steal it i made it myself!
eXx00--alicia nicole
take chances
make mistakes
hey u mite fall on ur face
get back up
strt again
dont worry
uve almost reached the end
dont look back
just keep going
god will bring u thru it
dont give up
keep on trying
u hav 2 live like u are dying

*gay i no but hey i tryed my best!lol well even tho its stupid PLZ dont take it...i made it up on my own and i hate it wen ppl steal stuff*
u dont relly no me
then again u dont relly care
everytime i look
ur never there
i sit and wonder wht should i do
wen my life is terrible w/out u
ive been wasted away 2 nothing but cuts,bruises,lies and curses
and they just keep piling up and i dont no wht 2 do
im a girl who hates her life
and dreams of another
sum1 who wastes time caring 4 ppl and never recieves it back
my life is broken beyond repair
all becasue u were never there

*an original*if u dont no wht tht means it means tht I MADE IT!!!and PLZ dont steal it!!!!
if u like it or wanna here ne of my other poems just i.m. me @ myhappyendingx02
tht lil grl never relly had a tru smile
and if she did it was only 4 a while
she found a technique she was sure 2 keep
one tht was quite like the rest
for once she wouldnt b different
for once she could finally get things off her chest
she would take the blood stained razor
and keep slashing until she got enouf 2 feel weaker everyday
then,then finally all the pain strted 2 go away
she had the boy she liked..he was hers 2 keep
her friends were more lovable and she didnt feel so deep
but despite all the happiness she continued her technique
she just couldnt stop
it was like 1st nature to do it wen just one lil thing went rong
or just wen she felt like it
she never could control this
it just happened
then one day
it relly got out of control
she didnt no wht she was doing and hit a vein
and her tear drops fell like rain
they fell so fast...she didnt no wht 2 do
she fell 2 the ground
then her lips turned blue
she was gone in a second
bc of nothing
she wasted her whole life hurting herself
wen relly she had the best life of all
i*D diE fOr yOu TwO
*sTaNd uP 2 a qUn*
qEt sHoT iN tHa HeAd
n wAtCh yOo Run
Bc IlU gRlS 2 dEaTh
I wOuLd LeT u WiN tHe RaCe
BuT lEt Me HaVe JuSt OnE lAsT gLiMpSe Of Ur FaCe 2 LeT mE sEe WhO gOt Me ThRu ThE gOoDd TiMeS aNd ThE bAd
AnD wHo DrIeD mY tEaRs WeN i WaS sAd
AnD iF i DiE b4 U dO ThEn IlL gO 2 hEaVeN aNd wAiT 4 U jUsT aS LoNg As U mIsS mE bC wErE bEsT fRiEnDs No MaTtA whT yEa ThTs RiTe 24/7!!

i made it up *no stealing*!!!im me if u like it!- myhappyendingx02
as i heard all the rumors and i was hurt
it felt like my heart had been burnt
into millions of peices
tht no1 could possibly put back 2gether
i thought we would b together always and forever
my life didnt play an important role nemore
i found out nothing is ever worth waiting for
i loved him more then i had loved ne 1 else
for once i didnt wanna b by myself
cuz he made me feel like i was the most important grl ever
wen i was in his arms and he would lean over and kiss my cheek
was the best moment ever frozen in time
but tht was all over
tht was y i lived to hear his voice and to b held tight
was the best feeling in the world
and 2 not b able 2 hav tht one person thtll hold u close wen u get scared
is even more terrifying
i was going 2 end my life
get it over and done 4
but i wanted 2 see his face once more so i could remember wht i lived 4
wht i loved more than nething wht made me feel like i was someone
tht someone else cared about
he was sum1 i could never live w/out
but he thought we would b better as friends and then...then there was the end...
lord plz forgive me 4 wht i hav done
ive hurt myself put myself thru deadly pain
it strted out as one
then the problems increased to 5
and im almost gone
like the blink of an eye
no1 understands the hard times ive been thru
they think they do and they just dont
heal these scars w/ the strenght u have
then one day..mayb ill b glad,2 still b here living
instead of dying a terrible suicide
i wana look up 2 the sky and no sumone cares
and 2 no sum1s there 4 me 4 all this crap going on
lord plz heal me and plz make me into a better person
this task i trust in ur hands!
u may see me smiling and acting like im alrite,but deep inside im breaking down and i dont no wht 2 do,dont no where 2 go!nobody understands wht im going thru,they think they do,but they really dont!they hav no clu how hard it is 2 wake up everyday in a world where u just dont wanna live in nemore!where nothings ever worth waiting 4!and then i go 2 sleep @ nite hoping i wont see another lite!nobody ever hears me crying 4 help,im living a terrible life but no1 seems 2 tell!and these scars u see the ones on me will never heal but they explain all tht i feel!u want 2 no everything tht goes on in mi life,well u just go a pretty good summary of wht its like 2 b me!

i made it up by myself!im me and tell me if u like it...my s/n is bornsinga
ThErEs No RoAdS ,jUsT dIrEcTiOnS.....sO mAkE uR oWn PaTh AnD gEt OfF mInE!!!
^^^^i made this up!no stealing!
c mi reflection in the blade,watching the years begin 2 fade,as a tear goes down my face,man i hate this f***** place,i lay the metal on mi skin and then make a scar tht will never mend,then soon my life will end,i get dizzy and then fall,finally im gone but after all this s***,still no 1 cares a bit!

i didnt make it up but i think its really good!(my friend made it up)