Icant do
this
anymore
i cant miss you this much anymore. It is slowly killing
me. I've been waiting for weeks now for you to apologize, to
talk to me, to give me closure. but i got nothing. Do you even
know how many tears i have cried since you left? You made me feel
stupid and pathetic and worthless. and you still make me feel
like that. No apology could ever fix the way you made me feel.
Does it make you happy to see me break? i try so hard to pretend
like i dont care when all along i have. you never had to pretend,
you actually dont care. In the end it was me hurt, not
you.
Everyday it breaks me a little bit more and more knowing what you
did to me.
b u t now
i cant help but
wonder if i ever
meant anything to
you