shutupandswimfly

I want a guy that will make
me happy . someone who
will make me , . . . smile
when i hear his voice.
someone that will love me
unconditionally, i want a guy
that will make my friends say
to one another. . .
" look. she's happy again . "

I went forever without a boyfriend because i was
scared of getting hurt. then you came along and i
fell head over heels.. thinking you wouldn't hurt
me because you promised the world. we were *
perfect. then everything just fell apart. all because
of that one girl..

".. && i remember when it felt like it would never end. that kiss. your body against mine. that feeling you get when you know taht youre supposed to be with this person
____ but sometimes G0ODBYES really do mean F0REVER. "

I`m really afraid that one day, we`ll
somehow be split up && won`t be friends
anymore. Or at least won`t keep in touch.
&& that will break my heart. So before it
happens, I have to let you know, I love you.
I have since 6th grade. && the night you danced
with her right after you turned me down, I
cried my eyes out because I felt like I wasn`t
worth it, like I wasn`t worth my best friend`s
time anymore. That girl could`ve had anything
she wanted. && all I ever wanted was you.
I`m sorry for never being good enough.

shes scared. scared to lose him. shes scared she'll
do something wrong to make him want to leave. shes
scared that he'll find someone else so much better
then her. shes scared because shes realized
how much he means to her.

No matter how ugly you think you are,
that special person that loves you, believes
you're the most beauitful and irresistible thing
on the earth and nothing can ever change that.

For the first time I finally found someone worth trying to get. It's not like 'oh, I like him.' It's more like 'I really like him and I really want him'.

lets make the world jealous
&&lets be the perfect couple
without even trying...

run your fingers through her hair. play along when she says shes mad at you. let her roll her eyes and fuss, then pick her up and kiss her. hold her hand while you talk. buy her flowers. admit when you're jealous. tell her she is beautiful. open the door for her. have bummy nights on the couch cuddling and watching old movies. kiss away her tears. ask her to slow dance with you in her living room. kiss her forehead after she falls asleep in your arms. let her wear your clothes. pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. take silly pictures with her. play board games with her. kiss her in the pouring rain. admit that she is your weakness. write her letters. admit that you've fallen in love with her, and mean it.

I sit here alone waiting for your call
waiting for your call
you call that says how you want me back
your call that makes me alive again
your call that makes me a happie person
your call that will end my life
the truth is the only thing that can make me happie again is to take my own life it may sound like a horrialbe thing to do but after what you did to me i may want you back but the thuoght of what you did to me will never go away